Friday, September 26, 2003

   Crap. This sucks.
I feel really bad now. My b/f's away for a few days, and at the school dance tonight I danced with this other guy I used to like (and, as far as most people know, is still my main guy). I'm terrible. I know. But... But he gave me his glow-y necklace thingy! Man, that is the most pathetic excuse I have ever come up with. *continues to use the rest of the space to beat herself up, but compressed it into this line right here to make it easier to read*
At least I'll be going to a Good Charlotte concert on the 25th (Oct.) with my friend and her friend. I hope I meet Billy... *looks around nervously* Yeah? So what if I like a lot of guys? I only love one... And I hate a lot too. David, and J. Robinson (completely over him, the jerk), Chris the Pervert, my friend's b/f (long-time rivalry; we've both totally forgotten why we hate each other, and it started in about second grade), and many others... Like Tim, who calls me ToTo. I really hate him.
I'm back to ranting. I didn't rant while I was lovestruck. But he's gone until Sunday night. I'm used to talking to him almost every night! I can't take this! I'm obsessed! Agh! *bangs head on desk* WHY CAN'T I LEAD A NORMAL LIFE??!!! *screams at the top of her lungs, so loud that her mother comes in to ask what's wrong*
Damn root beer. It makes me like this, you know. *goes back to banging head on desk*
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Thursday, September 25, 2003

   -_^
I can now talk with AIM cuz I found a microphone in the basement. Other than that, mostly posting so you know I'm still alive. I am. 'Night.
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Wednesday, September 24, 2003

   Blech. I use this word a lot, don't I?
How was my day? Well, the most exciting moment was when I fell asleep in math class. The least exciting... I dunno, it was all pretty non-exciting (there's a word for this... Boring! That's it).
XOXOXO to Nick. THE Nick, not just A Nick, like the A Nick in my class.
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   I'm scared out of my kimono... Good thing I'm wearing pajamas underneath
I sneaked down to the compy to root around online (IMing, anyone?) because I didn't really have enough time before. I keep thinking I hear Jane awake upstairs... But I got a new buddy profile, it's very interesting. SN's to the left, check it out sometime and mebbe sign my G-book there? Don't even bother with the quiz, it's a nightmare... Heh heh heh. But the shout-outs are good!
Anyway, I'm scared to death and will leave you now... Brr...
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Tuesday, September 23, 2003

Gomen
Didn't have my cable internet for a few days, sorry, minna-san. Not like I had much interesting stuff to say. Except my lit. teacher's a b*tch. Grr... Stupid book reports...
Anyway, I have a new quote. It's quite lovely. Take a look.
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Sunday, September 21, 2003

   Aha! Allergy medicine! And the day is saved.
I love my allergy medicine... Actually, it's disgusting, but I feel so much better now. And listening to my GC CD. Self-decided statistics:
Males who hate GC: 99%
Females who love GC to death: 95%
Not counting people who haven't heard of them. How you would not hear of them, I can't imagine. And my dad is one of those 99%, whoo! Now I feel special. He didn't like "Emotionless"! How can you not like "Emotionless", unless you don't like depressing stuff? Oh well.
Ranting again. Still stuffy nose. Need cranberry juice... OK. That's better. Um, actually, I think that's all I have to say for the whole day. Wow. No, wait, I don't have school tomorrow because of the power outage. Now I'm finished.
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   Ow!!!!
Almost missed Kenshin, but managed not to. Interesting. Won't be watching IY for a while until the new eppies roll around again. Shouldn't take too long. *Pounding* headache and stuffy sinuses, I think I'm sick. I really should go to sleep.
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Saturday, September 20, 2003

   Good day so far...
Got the GC CD, "The Young and the Hopeless". Very happy now. Everything is going right! I think. Well, almost everything, because power still isn't back at home. Stupid Pepco...
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   <-- Like that, only a million times more
Holy God and exploding fireworks, so this is what it feels like! I think I'm going to die. Happily, but I'll still die. I'd like to weep tears of joy or say something out loud, but I can't move except to type. Feel lucky, you're some of the first people to know about this. I think I'm having an asthma attack... But I don't have asthma. Something's keeping me from breathing. Oh, it hurts, but it's so wonderful. It's true, you do get corny when you're in love. Watch me be corny! Whoo! *dances around the room not caring who sees because she's being CORNY!*
Now I will leave you and go have my asthma attack.
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All right, it's past midnight, I can start posting again without being in danger of flying fruit
Friends, this is love. There is no more else to say. I could always tell you about him, or what made me reach this decision, but I won't. There's always a chance he'll read this, and I don't want to embarrass him. Not that it would, but... I don't like taking risks with people's feelings.
Is this a flaw? I don't know. All I know right now is that I'm in love. In love with someone I've never met face-to-face, but in love all the same. I wish you happiness for the rest of your days. Good night.
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