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myOtaku.com: shiroikarasu


Thursday, July 29, 2004

All right, enough with putting myself down.

Though.

I feel like I no longer have the heart to do anything. Maybe I'm just tired, but since I got a good amount of sleep last night I'm surprised. I've run into a horrible dilemma concerning Otakon. Tomorrow Ashley has to be home by 7. Most of the stuff I wanted to do is after 7. My heart is breaking in two. There's so much stuff... A workshop on fanfiction, Otaku Idol, a yaoi panel... *sob* And I probably won't be able to go to any of it.

So right now I have no stomach. It's gone, and in it's place is a swirling mass of dark cold rainclouds bumping into the inside layer of my skin and making me feel miserable and wet and very, very alone. I really want to cry, but it makes my throat hurt.
Yes, yes, FEEL SORRY FOR ME! You all know that's the only reason I have a blog anyway, to get sympathy, right? *heavy sigh*
I kinda wish my head would fall off. There are several reasons for this.
And you know it's bad when even a geniusly-written fanfic won't cheer me up. Or reading Nick's posts. Or food.
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