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Tuesday, November 4, 2003

Hello again, depression
I was already a bit unstable before it happened. I had been trying to download this awesome full episode clip--actually, it was very sad, heartwrenching, in fact--of the episode (YGO) when Jou goes up against Marik and gets "killed", in Japanese, naturally. But then I discovered that it had to be cut for bandwidth reasons and since the original file was lost it couldn't be restored... So that made me pretty down. Then came the blow.
I really don't get to talk to Nick much because of such annoying things as time zones, bedtimes, and school. I have him on buddy alert, so I was all happy and dancing around when I got the little window, but I still had to do dishes. When I came back, my computer was doing it's little weird things, and I when it returned to normal I discovered Nick had signed off. He's still not back. I don't think he's coming back.
I've slipped into that little rut from before, where I feel so deprived because I can't talk to him, and I feel like nothing else can cheer me up. Would you say this is too dependent of me? Too obsessive? Or is it just the way things are? Then again it could have something to do with my very Gemini-like traits and major mood swings lately (damn puberty!). I really don't know. I'm not sure I care, but I need comments before my brain implodes...
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