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Birthday
• 1990-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• MD, USA
Member Since
• 2003-08-03
Occupation
• DES's hikari
Real Name
• Tory (Dori, Tostito)

Personal

Achievements
• A lot, not that they matter. Anime Club President/Fuhrer till the end of this year.
Anime Fan Since
• (age 4) Tonari No Totoro
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Weiss Kreuz, Hagaren (FMA), Kino No Tabi, .hack, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Goals
• To go on an insane shopping spree in Tokyo sometime soon. Gosurori...
Hobbies
• Drooling. Over many things.
Talents
• I make a mean ramen, mm!

myOtaku.com: shiroikarasu

Friday, September 17, 2004

Yup. Ghost in the Shell 2. Whoopee. To be perfectly and brutally honest with you, I don't really care about Ghost in the Shell. I didn't like the original, and I don't like what I've seen of the new one. Sorry, but I'm a bishie-hunter, not a philosophical type, and old guys just don't do it for me. Really. I swear.

I don't really like changing myself in any way. This includes self-discovery. It scares me. I'm happy with the way things are now, and I'm afraid that if they change I won't be able to find such strong footing again. I'm not into taking big risks, and even if I do take them, I often end up regretting them afterwards. But there are things you just have to admit, and things you really need to know, and you can't bottle it up or you'll never get stronger. I'm sad. I don't really know why, but at least it's not like the old sadness. That was seemingly calm, but there was a rage boiling up underneath the surface waiting to destroy everything in its path. This time its a very peaceful sadness, like I just need to rest, but I keep going, and that's just the way it is. Acceptance and persistence. I like it. I wonder why it makes me sad then.

Autumn is a good time to think about one's self. I don't know why, but it always triggers the sensitive side of me. And now there are fresh memories in my mind of the last autumn and winter, and so I have much more to think about. Nick and my anniversary is on the 20th, one year since I posted my proclamation of corniness. You can go find it in the archives, if you want. I'm pretty sure it's still there. I still feel pretty much the same way, and through a lot of changes too. New crushes (and lots of them), emotional changes, deeper education and understanding of the world around me... I guess love is something that withstands most change. It's incredible. It's one of those things that makes you believe in God.

Along with study hall.
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