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myOtaku.com: shiroikarasu


Wednesday, November 19, 2003

   Not-Goodness
OK. Lemme sort this out somehow in my head. For some reason I really hate myself. It just started today. I don't know why. But I got the screwdriver out again and started scratching at this one spot... It wouldn't bleed, so I quit, but still... I don't get it! What happened?! What's with this sudden depression I'm getting?! >_< I don't understand my own emotions, not-not-not good. I can usually do the self-psychology/psychiatry thing (I did earlier today, even!), but it's not working right now. At all. It's like I've crossed some barrier into the unknown.
Anyway... I think I'm covering that spot with a band-aid for school tomorrow. It looks pretty painful. And is pretty painful, actually. (And for some reason a part of me says to that, "Good.")
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