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Sunday, November 23, 2003


   Blargh
I miss Nick already. My dinner is cold. ET was at Brandon's today and I didn't get to see him. In case you all wonder what this mystery person looks like, think Vincent from the new Cowboy Bebop movie. The first thing that struck me about Vincent was that he looked exactly like ET. Same hair, same goatee, same trenchcoat. Why am I crushing on such a strange-looking person who smokes and is several years older than me and resembles either a hobo or a guy who sees butterflies everywhere? I really don't know. I think it has somethign to do with his car and his *dreamy sigh* trenchcoat. I fall for the things so easily. One look at a guy wearing a trenchcoat, and he's automatically hot in my eyes. I really need to get a life... This is not to say I do not love Nick. We all must remember the difference between crushing and loving. Crushes are based, for me, on external things, like looks, possessions (trenchcoats and cars), or talents (drawing, singing). Love is something else entirely that you can't really attribute to just one thing.
Oh look, another rant! Heh. I think I'm writing this post in two parts, the first paragraph and then later this paragraph now that I've cheered up... Anyway, found a boatload of Gravi mp3's, and I've decided I like Bad Luck better than Nittle Grasper, and "Smashing Blue" is my new favorite song of all time. It's what I call an "old movie song", because I keep thinking I remember it from somewhere a long time ago but I know I didn't hear it then... Like a movie I saw when I was little. I really haven't heard it before, honest! Just makes me think of something, but I can't remember what. So yeah. I'm probably crazy. I get dejavu so often I've learned to ignore it. At least those "hallucinations" I was hearing turned out to be actual sounds. ^_^U
I'm putting off working on chapter 2 for a while, just so you know. Gomen.

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