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Monday, December 15, 2003


Well, aside from this sign that Gerry didn't die or cease existing or something terrible like that, today was very sad.
First, I had forgotten to talk to my mom about Lisa's grandma's funeral, so I had to get permission from the teachers. Pretty much everyone knows that Lisa and I are best friends and practically inseparable, and just because I don't have a signature from my mom (she was busy writing me up a sick note this morning anyway for the two days I missed school), I still felt like I needed to go. So I snuck out with the altar servers. Bwaha.
Then there was the funeral Mass itself. I cried more than Lisa did. It was one of those things where you really want to cry but you just can't seem to for her. I cry so easily these days I was getting weepy just watching other people cry. Then we went back to school to get our books and we got our school pictures today. I need to airbrush the zit out or something, it's really annoying. It would look pretty good if it wasn't for that... Damn you, oil.
Then it was off to the reception, where the kids had to hole up downstairs. Good food, funny people. I got to see the inside of Brandon's/James's/Jesse's house. Brandon was inside and he does these amazing drawings. I am in envy of him. Then I went home and then I got really tired all of a sudden and so I took a nap. Then I got up, did my homework, and now I'm here.
I felt really bad when I got home though. All drained. Like I couldn't take anything anymore. I'm hanging on in school by a thread, and it's getting thinner and thinner every day. Damn you, stress. *kicks stress* I never liked you!
I did get a couple of lollipops from my secret Santa oerson today. I feel bad because I was busy helping to put together baggies for Christmas Mass so I couldn't leave anything on her desk.
So yes. Sadness. Not depression, just sadness. I hope Lisa will be fine.
(Enjoy the new layout! And thank Gerry! He's the coolest, ne?)

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