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Birthday
• 1990-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• MD, USA
Member Since
• 2003-08-03
Occupation
• DES's hikari
Real Name
• Tory (Dori, Tostito)

Personal

Achievements
• A lot, not that they matter. Anime Club President/Fuhrer till the end of this year.
Anime Fan Since
• (age 4) Tonari No Totoro
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Weiss Kreuz, Hagaren (FMA), Kino No Tabi, .hack, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Goals
• To go on an insane shopping spree in Tokyo sometime soon. Gosurori...
Hobbies
• Drooling. Over many things.
Talents
• I make a mean ramen, mm!

myOtaku.com: shiroikarasu

Thursday, December 18, 2003

Just got back from my first therapy session with "Deborah", whose last name I cannot remember. It was hard. I couldn't really talk at all. I felt pretty stupid, but whenever I started to form an idea in my head it wouldn't come out of my mouth. I think I can only express very well through my writing. It's so much easier for me to tell people things in writing than in talking.
I also quit speech team today. I just don't think I can do it. I've gone way introvert since... sometime I can't remember (I just can't remember stuff anymore). So it's even harder to post now. ;_; I used to love posting, but now it feels weird. I hate that. Haven't talked to Nick in too long, must stay up late tomorrow night to talk to him. Next therapy session is on Saturday for 45 minutes, and I can bring something to do, like a card game (*cough, cough*) or whatever. Then she's going on vacation ntil Jan. 5, but I thought she said July and I was like, "Whoah, okay, long vacation there." I figure if I could last that long without any help then there wouldn't be too much of a problem.
I somehow didn't cry during it. It was amazing. I managed to hold it in. Just a few chin twitches (my chin starts twitching when I'm trying not to cry, very weird-feeling) and that's it. I may be coming along already. I hope Saturday will go well... Plus after that I'll be going to see Return of the King with a large group of people (including Lisa, Ashley, James, and Brandon) and it's gonna be all cool and stuff. Tag day tomorrow, I plan to wear something fairly gothic in style. Gotta go out with a bang, y'know? Black tank top with a jacket because of my scars >_< and my awesome boots that I love so very much. Black eyeliner and shadow, and if I had black lipstick I'd be wearing that too, but my mom just says "Ew!" whenever I bring it up, so I don't. Maybe a little kanji sign in henna--the one for "death" (shi) is really easy. Bwahahaha.
Talked more to Greg today! I'm so happy! He's so nice. He's definitely on my friend list (not literally, sorry). Nick (baka-Nick, not koibito-Nick) made him accidentally smash his new, $150 or more Palm Pilot with color and MP3 player. Now there's a big ol' dent in the back and the screen is half black/green/orange/red/yellow-streaky and doesn't work. Ironically, it still functions and you can see the other half of the screen just fine. Nick is paying for a new one for Greg though. Serves him right.
Jaa!
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