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• Tory (Dori, Tostito)

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myOtaku.com: shiroikarasu


Tuesday, January 4, 2005

I've been meaning to post for a while now, but I just haven't been able to get up the life energy... I'm stuck in a nightmare. It's nothing that can be fixed by a trip to the therapist or a dose of medication. I just have a severe case of heartbreak.
I don't know what to do with myself now... I'm trying to move on but I just feel sorry when my thoughts always turn back to that special person. That divine person.
I don't know which is better--to wait out the pain until I get over it or to try to banish it here and now. Destroying it would mean destroying all those memories that made up the most recent and most enjoyable, exciting parts of my life. I listen to love songs and start to cry. I can't stand the sight of other people's affection because it makes me long for those not-long-ago days.
I wish I had some snappy, inventive way to end this, but I just don't care anymore. I've got things to desire and sob over.
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