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• 1990-06-13
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• MD, USA
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• 2003-08-03
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• DES's hikari
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• Tory (Dori, Tostito)

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• A lot, not that they matter. Anime Club President/Fuhrer till the end of this year.
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• (age 4) Tonari No Totoro
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• Gravitation, Weiss Kreuz, Hagaren (FMA), Kino No Tabi, .hack, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
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• To go on an insane shopping spree in Tokyo sometime soon. Gosurori...
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• Drooling. Over many things.
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• I make a mean ramen, mm!




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myOtaku.com: shiroikarasu


Sunday, December 28, 2003

I got the final installment of Christmas presents yesterday. Best present was a set of NeoPiko markers, they're really nice. ^_^

Anyway, I figure I oughtta talk about me as a person rather than me as someone going through events more often, but I'm not sure what to say. Umm, I'm a perfectionist at heart, which is probably my greatest weakness, seeing as it makes me nervous to say anything in public or do things I don't think I'm good at. I guess I push myself too hard a lot, and that's where my stress comes from. I always think I'm dreaming of running away from other people's judgment, but really I need to get away from my own, be more relaxed. I used to think of myself as an optimist, but I'm more prone to think that things will get better, not that they're any good right now. I'm a daydreamer through and through, which sometimes is what makes me "mess things up" when I confuse the "rules" of the real world with the ones I make up. I suppose there's also sometimes some cofusion over what I'm feeling--is it really what I'm feeling or is it what the made-up me would feel in her world? In any case, I live a double life, and just as imaginings cross into reality, reality crosses into imaginings and is romanticized quite a bit. Meaning I overreact a lot when things happen.

And I think that's enough for today. For all I know you already figured this stuff out, but I figured I might as well get it out of the way before New Year's. Oh yeah, 479 visits as of right now, I'm ranked #101, an astonishing feat when you think about just how many accounts there are. Thanks for making it happen. ^_^ Jaa!
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