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Sunday, January 4, 2004

Oooooh, I feel so bad. Too many things to think about. First and foremost, I miss Nick like crazy. Yes, I'm back to that age-old subject. Missing my love. He'll be back. Someday. I hope.
Also, Gavin's being a weirdo. He wouldn't come inside and tried to bite me when I came near him. He normally doesn't do this.
And then there's the stress caused by OI's this year. An OI is an "oral interpretation," where you take a literary piece or cutting and memorize it, then perform it dramatically. Alone. All by yourself. I cannot do this. Last year I could not do this. I can be totally prepared and go up in front of the class and I just freeze over like a glacier. From there either I'm stuck or I break down and have to go back to my seat and try not to cry. It's just a really tough feat for me. I'm not used to performing alone, and I'm not dramatic when acting. I'm pretty self-conscious, I guess. It's just so hard... So hard... *curls up to cry* Worst thing is it's a big English grade, and I just don't think I'm gonna make it. Somehow last year it didn't hurt my grade, but this year...
Well, I'll try not to have an ulcer. I'll try really hard. But thinking about these things just hurts me an amazing amount. I'll go see if I can fill in the big gaping hole in my stomach that has suddenly appeared...
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