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Birthday
• 1990-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• MD, USA
Member Since
• 2003-08-03
Occupation
• DES's hikari
Real Name
• Tory (Dori, Tostito)

Personal

Achievements
• A lot, not that they matter. Anime Club President/Fuhrer till the end of this year.
Anime Fan Since
• (age 4) Tonari No Totoro
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Weiss Kreuz, Hagaren (FMA), Kino No Tabi, .hack, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Goals
• To go on an insane shopping spree in Tokyo sometime soon. Gosurori...
Hobbies
• Drooling. Over many things.
Talents
• I make a mean ramen, mm!

myOtaku.com: shiroikarasu

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

From Inside My Head
It's rather comforting to be back to normal after such a very long time. It's been...three years? Maybe four?--since I felt so well-settled. Things are just making sense.
The thing that signalled the return to normalcy was the reading I've been doing lately. It's been ages since I read so voraciously, snatching up any book offered to me and devouring it whenever time allows. It's a good feeling--books are so comforting and stabilizing while still inspiring the imagination. I've read 5 books since October--good long novels. It's true when they say a good book is like a good meal. I feel nice and full and yet still a little bit hungry, just for the taste, after reading.
So from that came general good feelings. I no longer fret over whether I'm staying up too late or not, because I know that I can get through the day ahead anyway. I don't worry about my moral standing because I don't feel particularly evil, although a bit guilty occasionally. School is a bother, but not a source of agitation--I get done what needs to be done and if I don't, I take whatever comes next. Romantically I'm still lovelorn over Jenny, but I have wonderful Exo so I don't feel needy or lonely; rather, I feel safe, because there's no risk of the word "no", at least not at the moment. Jenny also has a boyfriend so I know she's content. There are things I want to do soon that I will do when I can: see Brokeback Mountain with Jenny and Ryan, go to NYC and buy wonderful things and have a good time with Lisa and my parents, enjoy Christmas with company, relax properly. There are things I have to do soon: homework, packing, cleaning. The next two weeks are fairly laid out for me, ready to be plundered and borne.

So Merry Christmas, everyone. Enjoy your breaks from school, however small they may be. Take advantage of the opportunity to rest. And yes, you are allowed to shoot me for being soppy. It's just that I just got back from my last midterm so I'm feeling gooooood. ^_^ IT'S OVER! YAY!
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