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Birthday
• 1990-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• MD, USA
Member Since
• 2003-08-03
Occupation
• DES's hikari
Real Name
• Tory (Dori, Tostito)

Personal

Achievements
• A lot, not that they matter. Anime Club President/Fuhrer till the end of this year.
Anime Fan Since
• (age 4) Tonari No Totoro
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Weiss Kreuz, Hagaren (FMA), Kino No Tabi, .hack, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Goals
• To go on an insane shopping spree in Tokyo sometime soon. Gosurori...
Hobbies
• Drooling. Over many things.
Talents
• I make a mean ramen, mm!

myOtaku.com: shiroikarasu

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Eeeehhhh
I've been feeling downright bizarre lately. Yesterday was okay, or at least started out that way. But by the time I went to bed I felt really out-of-sorts. I finally got tired of my goddamn arm hair, so I used a depilatory to get rid of it, and maybe it was the fumes or something but I had some really weird dreams last night. And somehow while de-hairing my arms I managed to knock a chunk out of my thumb, which stings a bit so I put a band-aid on it this morning. I wish I knew how i managed to do that without noticing. I had some sushi today, and it was my favorite kind, double salmon roll, but for some reason when I ate it I just felt sick. I don't think it was bad or anything, because Genji makes all their sushi that day and it wasn't too late, but all the same my stomach didn't like it. Then I got into a yelling match with my mom over endorsing some checks, and that put me in a bad mood, so I went back to watching Sukisho to try and cheer myself up. Unfortunately, these disks seem to have some major issues. First, the subtitles are automatic because it only comes in Japanese, but the nice DVD-player program that comes with Windows doesn't seem to want to show them. Second, last night it ran into some major skips, and I think that may have been due to a small scratch, although usually something as shallow and tiny as that wouldn't have made a difference. Third, the third disk developed some kind of invisible gash that makes it stop dead in the middle of a very tense episode. So I'm upset about that too.
Above all, though, what bothers me most is how vacant I feel today, maybe because of the dreams. I was so cheerful last night, but around the time I went to bed I just deflated. I'm blaming it on not taking my meds regularly, which doesn't really cheer me up much. Sure, I have medicine to fix my problems, but it'd be pretty damn nice if I didn't have to take 20mg of chemicals twice a day just to feel normal, because that sure doesn't feel normal at all.
And I've also come down with this random cough, and I was coughing so hard last night I thought I tasted blood. Ech. I'm a little worried because there's some pneumonia-related illness going around at work, and I really don't want to get sick, especially with so much to do. I have little enough time as it is.
Hugs and pats on the head are appreciated. Even if you don't mean them, I can always fool myself into thinking you do.
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