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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• MD, USA
Member Since
• 2003-08-03
Occupation
• DES's hikari
Real Name
• Tory (Dori, Tostito)

Personal

Achievements
• A lot, not that they matter. Anime Club President/Fuhrer till the end of this year.
Anime Fan Since
• (age 4) Tonari No Totoro
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Weiss Kreuz, Hagaren (FMA), Kino No Tabi, .hack, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Goals
• To go on an insane shopping spree in Tokyo sometime soon. Gosurori...
Hobbies
• Drooling. Over many things.
Talents
• I make a mean ramen, mm!

myOtaku.com: shiroikarasu

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Oh, the Humanity!
I'm depressed over life. It is very dull and difficult right now. Call me emo, but hey, I'm just being honest. There are days I don't feel so hot and need to vent. Today is one of them.
Usually the cause of my bad moods is a compilation of little things that irritate me or make me sad. Right now I've got a bunch. My oldest cousin, who was 30-something, lived in CA, and pretty much had no contact with my branch of the family, died about a week ago from an accidental overdose caused by mixing two pain medications (she was in a lot of pain after a surgery, I think). She was, well, a he, and lived with a bunch of weird artsy people. Still, it's sad when someone so young dies out-of-the-blue like that.
I've been really tired lately, especially today because I stayed up late expecting to see the long-lost anime Mon Colle Knights on the animated Disney channel, but I found at the last minute we don't even get that channel. I have two big projects to do by the end of this week. We still don't have a mod for the anime club. My parents are in a constant bad mood because someone decided to steal money from one of our credit cards so they had to freeze the account and they're working on reestablishing it. It seems like Yuki's hardly ever home, what with soccer and AFS meetings. I just need things to slow down so I can figure out how to fit everything I want to do into this week. Gad. It doesn't help that I'm PMSing like a bitch.
And lastly, I'm sad that I'm sad. I don't want to be sad. But it's sort of a neverending spiral--I get that kind of problem a lot.
And I guess...I worry about Exo and me. And my friends. The last couple days I've been really distant because I just want to catch up on my work and my sleep and spend time alone. It's all just a mess, a big fuzzy mess that I wish I didn't have to sort out because I'm so dang tired!
So if I seem uncaring or bitchy you know why.
And why are random gbook entries disappearing? I do not appreciate this.
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