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Birthday
• 1990-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• MD, USA
Member Since
• 2003-08-03
Occupation
• DES's hikari
Real Name
• Tory (Dori, Tostito)

Personal

Achievements
• A lot, not that they matter. Anime Club President/Fuhrer till the end of this year.
Anime Fan Since
• (age 4) Tonari No Totoro
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Weiss Kreuz, Hagaren (FMA), Kino No Tabi, .hack, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Goals
• To go on an insane shopping spree in Tokyo sometime soon. Gosurori...
Hobbies
• Drooling. Over many things.
Talents
• I make a mean ramen, mm!

myOtaku.com: shiroikarasu

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

Why I hate my life
I hate my life because... well... I just do. This feeling usually occurs just after or during a stress breakdown, an experience I go through painfully often. First I'll start crying randomly, thinking of how much work I've got to do, and then it deteriorates from there. I ended up calling myself stupid several times during the most recent episode, and I walked around the house crying my eyes out, feeling like a loser. These are very strange episodes, and odd things bring me out of them. I tried therapeutic writing and listening to music on the last one, and it didn't work until the song "We'll Be There" came up, a song of little interest to me except that it means I have two seconds of Adam Blaustein's beautiful voice on CD. And suddenly it cleared, I started coming up, I was fine. Amazing. I'm guessing that I was reminded of something I did know about, something I could do without thinking much.
Anyway, that was my general description of my stress breakdowns. Very interesting, I'm sure. I have to go write a thank-you note now...
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