Monday, November 7, 2005

   check out the picture of Tosiya (Dir en grey) that I drew (it streches out the page, so i didn't want to just post it): http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v640/shivadancing/Toshiyaedit.jpg

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Sunday, November 6, 2005

   back pain! yay!
I got my lip peirced...and Abby sounds like she may be balemic, I don't know though, becuase I was trying to sleep and Abby and Erica came back and were talking kind of loud so I semi-tuned them out. It's not like either of them is going to really tell me anyway.

It's not like they share anything with me...good friends that they are.

Hung out with Andrew (of course) and John last night. We watched a bunch of stuff, though i kept falling asleep during that episode of Family Guy. That show amuses me simply because of the the baby. We also had a techno "dance party". Where John was the only one "dancing" as the rest of us laughed to hard to really do anything.

I really want to transfer to IU. It's not that UVM isn't nice...it's just that I only have a couple of friends here, most of whom don't really act like friends. The people I would miss if I left is slowly decreasing and I think it is at the point where I would only miss Andrew and John. *sigh*

If you don't include me when I want to come, and you do inconsiderate crap like you did friday night, how am i sposta consider you my friend? It just doesn't make sense. Just invite me to some of the crap you are doing. I can hang out with people other than Andrew, yanno. o my hide, I just really dislike inconsiderate asses and that is what a lot of my "friends" are turning out to be.
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Saturday, November 5, 2005

I think I am ganna transfer to Sets's school.
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Sunday, October 30, 2005

   Duel Jewel rocks my socks
Andrew slept over 2 nights in a row. I don't mind tho. :) Apparently I scared the crap out of him because I talked in my sleep twice and the first time I said something along the lines of "get the F*** (note: censored for the kids) away from me".

XD!

All we did yesterday was watch anime. I am not kidding. In the morning he came done with me to do laundry and we watched most of Lemony Snickett's A series of Unfotunate events. It was good. then we came back and he slept in my bed for 5 hours and I did random stuff. When he woke up, we watched Cowboy Bebop.

Only 1 1/2 episodes and the movie left! And then I have to watch that Hyde movie...and maybe Grave of the Fireflies, though I am not really in the right frame of mind to deal with it right now.

And I find it funny that almost every time Aaron (my RA) comes by my room now, Andrew is 1) here and 2) (not every time) cuddled with me.

We tend to cling a lot :D.

Last night I was so apathetic, it hurt. Am kind of like that today, only not as much.

I really do need to eat more...I've barely eaten a full meal this weekend. *le sigh*
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Thursday, October 27, 2005

Fsck this. I will NOT let poeple effect me like this ever again. THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN!!! MY HAPPINESS DOES NOT REST IN THE HANDS OF SOMEONE ELSE!!

goddammit i will not allow myself to g back into that place again. IT WILL NOT HAPPEN.
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

   less than 5 hours of sleep a night. Yay.
Well, I haven't been on here for a while. Meh. I don;t know whats happening...I hope Jon wants me to be part of that Halloween thing at his house, it would be nice to be included in that.

I donno if I'm ganna go to the con...I can't really think of a reason for, after all, everything I want I can get online, and its not like they will have a lot there. They definantly won't have Kyo's second poem book.

I should go though. Meh. We'll see. I'm just so sick of being myself when everybody else has a gaziollion friends with them. I'm so sick of feeling alone. I wish Esther, Anna and Setsuna lived near by, then I could hang out with them. But Esther and Anna live in CA and Setsuna lives in Indiana. I want to go see at least one of them. It would be so much fun to do that. *sigh*

Whatever. We'll see. Why do I do this to myself? I need to scan the entire fscking photobook and upload it to YSI and Megaupload. Then make a list of all of my music and PVs and offer that up too *stabs self*
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Friday, October 7, 2005

I just don't get Abby at all. She only thinks about herself!


*is tired* Was ganna say more, but I don't really feel like it. meh.
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Monday, October 3, 2005

   Why the f*** is there a horse in this song?! (a Vu Ha one)
Abby needs to mature. Really badly. She's acting like a child. Yes, I can understand you wanting to keep a friend, but if she obviously doesn't want to be your friend, then leave it alone. And stop leading Jon on. It's not nice.

Japanese gave me a really big headache today. Donno why. What I can't understand, though, is why nobody but myself recognized Gackt-san on the cover of that magazine Corson-sensei was passing around. Doesn't it kind of make sense that if you watch anime, you also hear about jrockers? *rolls eyes* And I don't think most of the people at anime as an artform got what I was talking about when I meantioned Malice Mizer and Visual Kei. *sigh*

I really hope HK and marga can come up for the con this month...I need to see them. I need HK to lean on me (and help my shoulders relax) and I need marga to say non-sensical things to. Whatever. I need to redye my hair. And figure out what I'm ganna do for the finishing touches on my EGL outfit.

Arrg! Why can't she just leave me alone today? Any other day I could handle this...I'm just not in the mood for it today. *growl*
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Sunday, October 2, 2005

*nerves*


people need to get over themselves. That is all I have to say.
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   Well basically, Erica slept up in Abby's room last night (so that they could watch Titanic starting at...11:15 PM). It's a three hour movie. Whatever. I got one of the best nights of sleep I have ever had last night. Either that's from the lack of snoring from the other bed or from the combo of "OMHIDE YOU'RE SICK" and the medicine. You pick. I don't think it's from the medicine though.

There are times when I need to be alone. Constantly hanging out with one person and then living with them too gets bad after a little while. I need friends outside of this group of people that go to this school. I have to remember. Anime as an artform tonight. *beats it into head*

I'm ganna do my homework now. A couple of people said they would make me icons ^^ that makes me happy. I feel luffed. Sometimes.
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