Saturday, October 1, 2005

   Megaupload hates me. -_-'
It shocks me how incosiderate they can be sometimes. I mean, I know that I am not the most considerate person on the face of this planet, but what they did was flat out rude. I was watching Laruku's concert from Otakon (never have gotten a chance to sit down and finish the dvd) and I paused it because erica wanted to call for take out (omhide I don't understand how she can eat fried food all the time...I need to eat salad for the next couple of days...) Anyway, she finishes her phone call and Abby (who has been on my computer for 3 hours without asking) starts to play songs on my comp and music that is on Erica's. Then they start singing. Really loudly. The songs that they have been singing everyday for the entire time we have been here. Ignoring the fact that I had a huge headache and that I was watching something. O my hide. I don't understand how people can be rude like that.

On another note, this is why I want to have kyo's babies:


I need to sleep =__= but this stupid thing needs to finish dl-ing. 40 minutes left...meaning I'll go to bed at...2:20 AM. This is the night after Abby climbs into bed with me and keeps me awake all night by pratically pushing me off the bed. And if Erica doesn't stop snoring/being a spoiled brat I will hurt someone. A lot. Seriously, she is really spoiled (I admit I am spoiled to a certain extant...but not like her!). She bitches out her parents for no reason. She curses at (at!) them! (!!) If I ever even thought of cursing in front of them--let alone at them, I would be dead. D-E-A-D. dead. I just don't get it at all.

Well, off to read fanfics until this Malice Mizer thing is done.
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Thursday, September 29, 2005

   meh. This is stupid. I shouldn't feel this way about that. I get like this all the time. Which is why I don't update everyday. stupid thing. Right now it's 2:22 PM in cali...1:22 AM in Malta...where my friends in different time zones live. *blub* I feel gross and stupid. Jung (sp?) has a way of making me feel stupid in Japanese. Cuz he's better at it than me, but he doesn't really rub it in. And he probably studies anyway. *sigh*

I can't wait to see huyen and marga...but mostly huyen. I need to have a friend who I can act crazy with near me again. One who doesn't question me "are you okay?!" all the time. One who understands that I get sad/lonely all the time and will just be there for me.

I wish it was a Saturday and that I could just sleep all the time...but I have to study. Off to go make myself feel like crap again by checking my email when there won't be anything there. *sigh* I'm in a mood again. Sorry.
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

   random!post
I have so much I want to do today. I need to look over Japanese and read about the katakana stuff...otherwise I will be unhappy in class. -__-. I need to study for PoliSci, read for soc and maybe look over the chapter for history. I got an A on that history paper...but I got a 67 on that sociology test...we're not ganna talk about that. Nope.

I ganna read the some of the buddhist book (i donno why I've been putting it off). I need to write a letter to Donna thanking her for the cookies (yum...). I like tuesdays...they are so relaxed. Probably because I don't have Japanese. I also need to keep reading catch 22. Yup. I'm pretty happy right now, except dir en grey fans who feel the need to critize each other and the band need to shut up. Seriously. :) Okay I'm ganna go do that stuff now before I forget/procrastinate too much.

I love my hair dye. I just realized! My hair is the color die's used to be!!!
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Monday, September 19, 2005

   I love dir en grey
I had forgotten what it was like being amongst anime kids...how japanese randomly pops out of their mouths. how they know the most random of phrases. I loved fruits basket. It was soo kawaii!

:) I'm sooo happy I went and will keep on going. Being part of the online jrock and fanfic community isn't the same as actually physically being with people who share the same interests as you. I can't wait for the con in october. I want to go to Otakon so bad next year. Hope I can go.

I have to proff read that stupid paper, but I'll do it after the meeting. I love my ankle brace ^^ I needed it so bad this morning. my face was like this: T__T cuz my ankle decided to not work. At all.

*happy sigh* If only it were the weekend again.

I like making people happy/feel better. Makes me happy. :)
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

   Purple mascara is luff
-mushi- is sad. just wathcing diru preform it made me tear up.

I need to get some x japan stuff. It's sacralige that i don't have any of their stuff.

I hate megaupload. >.< it takes a year and a half to download stuff that would only take a couple if minutes/seconds on yousendit. And then when I want stuff, they don't have it. Like right now.

[KR] Cube may be one of my favorite videos ever. So, Suzuki-sensei made me get up in front of the class today so that she could translate what my shirt said. *embarrasing*

What will she do when I wear my Trigun sweatshirt. i can't wait for my cds to come! *sings*

I need to do homework. Thank hide (yes, I got that from jrockhumor on lj) there is no japanese homework.

I found out when the anime as an artform kids meet and I played nice with one of them before japanese began. Sunday nights at 8 pm. Should be fun. I think she said they are watching R.O.D.

I'm going to hurt someone if Erica keeps me up for one more night because of her snoring. Hasn't she heard of those strips that open up your nose?! It's a good thing Cornelia is going to send me some good earplugs. =__=

I donno if that kid was hitting on me or not.

I'm going to go do my polisci and soc homework things...
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

   I've been thinkng about friends locking my lj...I mean now that I have friends on it. heh.


I donno. I just feel like I should especially after that person has kept commenting anonymously on it. If it is someone that I went to highschool with, I don't want to have them read it. And if people really want to friend to me, they can just ask, I mean it's not that big a deal. And I'm sure other people have read my lj that I don't knwo about, but I feel...violated I guess, that someone who I may or may not know is reading it and criticing how I'm not being existentialist enough. Or that I'm not letting go of my illusions.

And why shouldn't I lock it? I pretty sure all of my lj friends have their's friend locked....I'm ganna do it right now.

I guess.
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Saturday, September 10, 2005

   Yes, I'm well aware of how pathetic and anti-social it is to stay in my room on the computer all day. I just...don't want to go out and deal with other people. But I do at the same time.

Just like I'm well aware that being happy that I got 83 comments on my lj is pathetic.

Eh...it's too much work to create new friends and a new life. It's not like I don't like it up here or anything. I just need to go to the Anime floor and convince myself that they won't all be assholes to me and not like me. Hell I probably know more than they do about a lot of stuff. Cuz I'm a dork like that. *sigh*

I love it when random kids hide in my room. XD!
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Wednesday, September 7, 2005

I luff swan lake
Weel, I'm really nervous. I have a japanese quiz today, which I don't think is what is making me nervous. I think I just am. I have to start reading Chuang Tzu for history. meh.

Wednesdays are the worst days. I have 4 classes and they are spread out throughout the entire day.

I missed getting my shot yesterday. Cuz I went to the wrong building. The map lied. I should make another appointment but I don't really want to. I think doug is harrassing my lj. I don't want hm to know about it, so I should probably remove it from there....but meh. He already knwos about it if its him. I'm ganna go remove it. *sigh*
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Sunday, September 4, 2005

   I need to stop feeling sorry for myself. Just because my family has not visited me yet, does not mean they don't care for me. Cuz they obviously do. And just because I don't have that many friends yet does not mean anything. I've got some great friends at other schools and I'm sure the anime kids are cool. I'll go talk to them sometime this week and introduce myself. Hopefully that'll go well.

And then there's Jenni on LJ. She's really a cool kid and she threatened to "beat" someone up for me. Obviously people care about me. I don't know. Why am I so nervous? And where is Hal? I need to study for stuff and not be on the computer constantly. But that's what I do. Maybe I'll read for a while, after I pathetically check my email for the 5th (6th?) time in the last hour. This is why I feel bad for myself because I'm so pathetically attention desperate.

I donno she seems so spoilt when she is with her family and they are so weird. I don't even know.

Anyway gatta go. meh.
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Saturday, September 3, 2005

   I feel like all I ever do is annoy people...and I don't know if that's true or not...whatever.

I can't be this hard on myself all the time.

meh.
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