Thursday, May 19, 2005

   paper.
I'm almost done with my paper. YEA! I'm not doing anything on shounen. I'm ganna do anti-war messages in anime. And fsck all the dumb things that happen. I don't care. I'm ganna be happy from now on. <3

And I've found my new love:


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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

   stupid paper
So I have to figure out what to write my research paper on....gah. How does this sound? Something with how shonen-ai manga reflects Japanese attitudes towards gays, shojo manga reflects attitudes towards women and shonen manga...I don't know yet. But I'll figure it. Maybe about violence or something. I kinda wanna put something about visual-kei as well but not ganna happen. Hanging out with Huyen today. Should be fun. Anyhow, type more later. After Art History AP test.

bai bai!
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Tuesday, May 3, 2005

   one does not read one's daughter's journal by accident...


Why am i so frustrated.
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Thursday, April 28, 2005

   bum
I used to have a point/purpose....what happened to it?


And why do I talk to people about certain things when I know that I'll regret it later?

God, I'm so stupid.

But the Met was fun.
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

   Lovely weather, isn't it?
I just don't know...Why do I always feel like I have to be a certain way to pleas people? And why do I try to please them?

I just want to be myself. And not have to deal with the complications of having the family that I have.

Do you really think that I want to talk to after the way you've treated me, dad? I mean, fsck, you can't even pick up the phone and call me on my birthday?! ...

Can't wait till college. Highschool kids are so fscking immature sometimes. Try all the time. *ugg* I hate this...
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

   Viet Nam
SO, mom has known that I was planning on going to Viet Nam the summer of senior year since sophmore year. Today, I tell her that we are planning on going for 3 weeks in July. Her response: "it's not happening."

... (basically my response)

And why is this you ask? "Because you have so much stuff to do. We're moving in the end of July, and we have to get money for school (ignoring the fact that you have $5000 in the bank for just that purpose), and you have to do all this stuff that is basically bs and I just don't want you to go for that long."

grrr......

and then she says: "make all of yer plans and then we'll discuss this."


But, all I have to do know is figure out what vaccines I need (malaria and that's about it...), need to know how much $ money I have for the trip, when we are going, and I need a visa.

But, omg, she makes me so mad. She's known about this for at least two years, and she decides she wants to move when i'm going on the trip.

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Wednesday, January 5, 2005

   I love it when pple who are sposta be yer best friend don't tell u stuff and lie about other stuff.

Don't you?
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Saturday, January 1, 2005

1.) Copy and paste this into your journal: <*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>
2.) Take out the asterisks.
3.) Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
4.) See what color you are.

shivadancing
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Monday, December 27, 2004

You know the mistrust of heights is the mistrust of self, you don't know whether you're going to jump.
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Sunday, December 26, 2004

*ugg...*
Yeah, so I started out on the otakuboard and I've been posting replies, but now I think to myself: "why would anyone want to hear my opinion?"

Maybe I should stop. Maybe not. Je ne sais pas. I'll just keep posting on here and on the boards until somebody tells me I'm too annoying that I should stop.

Time to go and see if my family still likes me.
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