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Monday, May 8, 2006

I feel like i am not good enough or something...I cant make either of them happy, i cant make either of them trust me...and its all I want.

He seems convinced that I am going to hurt him and abuse him...and both of them are just unhappy.

I dont know...it hurts a lot though...and she is like practically ignoring me now. Well, not really, but still...

I just want to make them happy. hide fucking dammit make it stop hurting.

"I am just waiting........." wtf does that mean? you are waiting for me to break my promise to you? you are waiting for me to hurt you? you are waiting for me to leave you?

Why the hell cant you just trust me...every single time I can tell that you dont trust me, it kills me a little on the inside. Im slowly dieing on the inside...because of you. This is killing me

I love you to death and back again, why cant you just trust me? why cant you let me make you happy? why cant you believe me?!

it hurts...so much....
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