Friday, February 11, 2005

Does it really matter?^^'
Once again,sorry for my absense. its okay though,right?^^'
I guess you could say alot has been going on~ (though nothing interesting enough to talk about^^;) I just have'nt really had time.

...It use to feel like I had to post- everyday. but now, it does'nt~ And I guess thats a good thing...? yeah, I think so. I should'nt feel like I have to^^'
I guess its just because I have'nt been updating as much as usual,and when I do,I feel more like I have to come back. Hm,I don't know~ it does'nt really matter^^

Anyway,I've been doing good~ still playing ToS, and... other fun things^^

Well,I better go~
I don't know when I'll be back, but I'll see you all then!
Take care minna!^_^x

"I'd rather do nothing with you,than something without you"
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Monday, February 7, 2005

"I still have a lot to learn..."
Well...I'm not especially in the mood to update, as I have nothing in particular to say... I guess I just wanted to apologize. for,you know... But I suppose I should know by now that you guys perfectly understand. ...right? just making sure^^;

...I've been working on changing my theme a little~ I'm still working on a background. I hope its not too much pink^^; I was never particularly fond of the color,but I think it looks alright~ It is for Valentines day after all^^

Ah,well I better go~
Have a great day minna!^_^x

"I would like to know when it became silly to worry about someone..."
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Friday, February 4, 2005

"Hehe,whoops"^^;"
Umm,sorry for my lack of...well,being here^^; It has'nt been that long though,so I hope you can forgive me^^x

But...as always,I have nothing to say really^^;
...Voices...downstairs...better go see what they're doing. could be disasterous~ we're home without parents at the moment...and its dinner time^^;

See ya!^_^'x
EDIT: Heh,they were just making some dinner^^' Which I am eating right now~ Mmm rice^^

Well,I might not be able to get to your sites tonight,so I apologize. And I may not update tomorrow. So...I hope you all have a great weekend!
Take care^_^x

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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

"..."
Oops,why did'nt I update yesterday?~_~' sorry. It was a good day,but I did'nt know what to say about it...^^'
Also,everyone seemed a little...deppressed,perhaps~ So I...
I just did'nt know what to say. but I'm fine now^^

Well,in any case,I hope everyones doing alright now. whether you're sick or whatever~ I hope you feel better soon!^^x
And if no ones upset or anything,then just forget I said that^^;;

Guu~...uhh,well,I better go^^'
Have a great day minna!^_^x

Tyring to help is'nt useless~ sometimes it just seems like it is...
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Monday, January 31, 2005

Smile and...forget^^'
Forget what I said yesterday~ I'm fine now^-^ The next time I get like that, don't worry too much,it never lasts long^^'

Anyway~ I've been working on changing a few things on my site...for Valentines day^^' I hope it does'nt make anyone sick~_~;; It probabaly won't be much (if not any) different than it is now though,so don't worry^^;

Well,I guess I'm off to play TOS now^^
Have a great day minna!^_^x

Aww...^^
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

What has made me this way?...
*sigh*...Ummm,its late,but I just wanted to say I'm okay...but I might not be updating for a while,I have'nt been myself lately and I need some time to think...I hope thats alright^^'

Its been kinda lonely here as well...
You are all...taking a break?
Thats fine.I understand^^ It is selfish and idealistic of me to think that way; always wanting you to be there for me...Its a nice feeling,but it seems I'm better off being absent from here for a while,at least 'till I'm myself again.

Well then,good night minna^_^x
EDIT: Thank you all for understanding,I feel alot better now^_^x I'll be back tomorrow^^

A huge void in her heart.It is filled not by darkness,but kindness from others.
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Friday, January 28, 2005

*sigh*...
Hey everyone~ Well,todays been good so far^^
I played ToS this morning,and later went outside with my sister for a while.
We we're writing things in the snow with a stick~ she wrote "Zelos is an idiot" so I drew a little picture of him^^; (If you don't know... This is Zelos(He looks kinda pathetic in this pic^^;)
I apologize to any fans of Mr. Zelos^^' But I just...don't like him.(my little sister obviously does'nt either^^;)

Well,thats about all I can think of as of now,so...
Have a great day minna!^_^x

I'll lend a hand...or two^^
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Thursday, January 27, 2005

Its a new day...^^
The sun is shining again~ maybe I'll actually go outside today^^; and I'm feeling alot better too,except for a little coughing here and there.

And sorry I did'nt update yesterday~ I'm not really sure why I did'nt...I was just at a loss for words I suppose...

Anyway,I guess I'll go play TOS now^^'
Have a great day minna!^_^x

Oooh O_O
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

*sigh* Now I really feel that being hard on myself is wrong...so I'll try my best to stop...
besides,I know you're all tired of me being like this. so am I >_>;

Its like when Colette says "I'm sorry,I'm being a burden to you again are'nt I?" you just wanna yell "No you're not! stop apologizing!"
Thats how you guys feel about me,is'nt it? thats why I wanna stop.
...ah,but enough of that^^; I don't feel that way anymore~

Well,my cough has pretty much been reduced to a sore throat,which I guess is...good^^'*cough* err...

And its not very likely,but I might go outside today,its not as cold as yesterday,and theres more snow too^_^

Well,thats all for now~
Take care minna!^_^x

"The ideals he holds may be unrealistic,but many are moved by his heart."
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Monday, January 24, 2005

I'm...okay *cough* ^^;
I feel so much like Colette today...
*sigh* Well,my cough has gotten weaker,but its not gone yet. *cough*...

Ah,I'm sorry...I went outside yesterday,it was really cold and windy- not good for a cough I know... I did'nt stay out too long though,so I'm okay.

I'm sorry...I feel like I'm being too hard on myself again...
But I'm happy~ so you need'nt worry^^

Its snowing again. its so pretty~ to watch it fall...^^
*cough*...

Well,I better go~
Have a great day minna!^_^x

"A sacrificial lamb to save the world. Can't allow it even if she chose it herself."
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