Wednesday, January 12, 2005

i'm fine...sorta^^;
Well,the good news is I'm feeling better^_^ but not physically...I think I'm finally catching whatevers going around *sniffle*
Oh well,I knew I'd get it eventually.I guess I'll just sleep 'till I'm better.no use being awake if I can't do anything anyway,ne?~_~;
Actually I'm not that sick yet,I think I'll be fine^^'

......Okay good night~_~;
Jk.have a great day minna! I hope you're all well!~^^'x

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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

I've messed up...
Today really is'nt my day...
My post just got erased,and now I've lost the will to do it over...~_~'
Usually I don't mind when that happens and its no problem to do it again.but not today...

The only thing good that happened today(in my opinion^_~')was it snowed a little^_^ but not for very long. now its just raining...

Oh,and thanks for your comments yesterday^^x but I apologize if did'nt get to some of your sites... I'll try my best to make it up to you somehow.

Well,perhaps the rest of my day will be brighter~(even if it literally is'nt...^^;)

Ja ne minna-san!
Thanks for reading!^^x

I just feel so pathetic...Like a fallen angel...and whether its my fault or not...I'm sorry...
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Monday, January 10, 2005

Shizuka is exausted...(but not sick!^^)
Todays gonna be short~ I woke up late...but its understandable~ I was up past '2 last night~_~; Thats not such a good thing to do,but late at night is the only time I get a chance to use the computer with a picture editting program~_~; (mine only has paint)so I got a few things done at least^^'

*yawn* umm.... I dunno what I'm gonna do today~ I'm sure I'll think of something^^

Thanks for reading!
Ja ne!^^x

*yaaaawn*...
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Sunday, January 9, 2005

Guu~
When was the last time I ate something?...

Sorry I'm a little late~ *yawn* I've been tired all day~ I should've taken a nap earlier-_-'
I thought I would wake up sick today,my sister still is,and I figured I'd be next~but no^^'(sheez,I almost talk as if I want to be sick~_~;)

*yawn*~hmm....
I hope you guys did'nt find yesterdays post boring.(or more-confusing i should say~_~;)
I have no idea where the whole thing came from,so don't ask^^;
..."No one cares shizuka." "I know~_~;;"(hehe,I'm just playing with myself^^')

Gah, my sister just came in and breathed on me! now I'm gonna get it for sure!*cough cough*>_> I'm sure it was'nt on purpose though^^; but still!

Well,thats all~ have a great night minna!^^x

"The eyes are the windows to the soul~ As the tongue is to the heart."
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Saturday, January 8, 2005

Just...something to think about~
*sigh* so much for not raining anymore...
This might be another long post.Hope its okay^^'

In other news-before I begin-my Onee-san is sick today~(get better soon Mew-chan!;_;)which means I'll...probably be next.
*ahem*...
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Sunny days make you feel good~

Rainy days make you feel gloomy~

If you are told this is so, then that is what you
will belive to be so.

But you can have fun on a rainy day as well.

Your truth can be changed simply by the way you accept it...

"But I hate myself."

"One who truly hates himself cannot love"

"He cannot place his trust in another"

"I am a coward"

"I'm cowardly, sneaky, and weak."

"Now that you know yourself, you can take care of yourself."

"I hate myself"
"But I could love myself..."

"Maybe my life could have a greater value"

"Thats right, I am no more or less then myself!"

"I am me!"

"I want to be myself."

"I want to continue exsisting in the world!"

"I am worth living here!"


"Omedetoo!"

"Congratulations!"

"Congratulations!"

"Congratulations!"

"Congratulations!"

"Congratulations!"

"Congratulations!"

"Congratulations!"


"Arigatoo!!!"

"Thank you to you all!!!"

Thank you to my father.

Goodbye to my mother.

And to all of the children.... Congratulations!
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Okay I don't really get it^^'(and don't ask why so many "congratulations";I don't know-_^;)but its something to think about~
(...)
And don't worry,this has nothing to do with how I feel^_^'
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Friday, January 7, 2005

Umm... hehe~
Well,I don't have much to say today~ Its not raining anymore^^... But thats about it.
So...a song!^_^'

This is the ToS opening:
Starry Heavens~

If right now, I saw a shooting star
flash across the night sky,
what would I wish for?
the promise I made with you,
when you left, is always here in my heart~

I want to hear your voice, on sleepless nights.
we stayed up until morning, talking the night away
how your face, turned to the side, shined
as you spoke excitedly next to me.
the light of the same stars rains down upon us
you, following your dream,
and I, watching over you.
I saw you off, holding back the tears
hoping you'd walk on without looking back~

If right now, I saw a shooting star
flash across the night sky,
what would I wish for?
the promise I made with you,
when you left, is always here in my heart~

I want to be someone,
who can surround you whenever you need it
I keep the mounting loneliness hidden.
since then I've started to feel impatient
with the passage of time but
if by wishing again and again
on those twinkling stars
I can change it to a powerful love.
I'm sure the tracks you yourself made,
will be something you can believe in~

If right now, I saw a shooting star
flash across the night sky,
what would I wish for?
"No matter where we are, we're connected"
I recall your words...


Sorry if I bored 'ya~_~;
Ja ne!~
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Thursday, January 6, 2005

Guu...
*sniffle*...I was just out taking a walk,in the rain^^' I'm suprised I have'nt gotten sick yet...~_~'(no I was'nt sick before.if I said I was sick,that would mean I had a cold)but I guess I should be happy I'm not^^'
Its probably not the best thing to do,but I really like going out in the rain for some reason^^'

Well..I have'nt been doing much else today~I was going to take a nap,cause I'm kinda tired...But I've just been watching my sister play Harvest Moon(A wonderful life) Its probably just as fun to watch as it is to play^_^

Well,thats about all for now~
Have a great day minna!^^x
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Wednesday, January 5, 2005

I'm sorry
Umm,you guys understand why I did'nt post yesterday,right?... well I was'nt sick,just...boring~_~' I was'nt in the best mood either,so...yeah.sorry anyway.
Although I still come by as often as I can to check my comments and visit you guys^^~unless I really am sick.

Anyway,todays just a boring rainy day~we were supposed to maybe get some snow today,but...its only raining now.I like rain,but I wish it would snow...

Well,thats about all~
Have a great day minna!^^x
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Monday, January 3, 2005

*sigh*
Ah,I'm okay...just a little tired.
I feel alot better than I did yesterday,though I can't say I'm entirely better~...
And I actually did work on some drawings today^^' I know I said I would yesterday,but...I started not feeling so well again.

I don't seem like myself do I... Don't worry,I'm sure I'll be back to normal in a day or so^^ I hope...

Have a great...night,minna^^'x

*yawn*...^^
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Sunday, January 2, 2005

Uhhh...
...Sorry i'm late.I felt awful earlier...but after a very long nap,i'm much better^^'

Hmm...now i feel like drawing something~I think i will^^.nothing else to say...

Have a great day minna!^^x

Sorry for not saying much...
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