Thursday, February 23, 2006

   hey
We lost Spirit Week. But the annoying people didn't win so yay! As we were leaving it struck me that this was my last LipSync ever! So sad. I nearly cried. But anyway. My friend made me mad last night. She just gets on my nerves with this particular attitude she has. she seems to think she had the worst childhood in existence and enjoys this whole "my childhood was worse than your childhood" game. it's so stupid. I mentioned that she might get tired of our school and decide to go back home and she was like "oh no, i'm never go back to that prejudiced homphobic school half filled with Catholics"
I was like "Wait a minute, I'm Catholic." And she's like
"well, your...."
At this point I was just joking around I hadn't taken offense yet so I pouted and said "I feel slighted. You didn't have to say it like that."
"I didn't mean it like that. I'm talking about those devout-quote-the-bible freaks. I didn't mean it as an insult."
At this point i'm getting mad. but she just went on.
"You didn't have to go to school with them."
Me : "I went to Catholic school."
"Well, you weren't shunned and hated."
"I was shunned because I was quiet."
"Well, I didn't have a friend until the eigth grade."
"Neither did I, really. And I didn't have a TRUE friend until I came down here at the begginning of my junior year."
and she just goes on.."Well...."
At this point I was pissed so i just walked off before I did something. I mean she knows nothing about my childhood. What right does she have to act like hers was worse than mine. She knows nothing about me and what I went through. I don't tell my friends half the stuff about my childhood. I haven't even told my boyfriend everything and he's my only confidante that I feel comfortable telling everything about myself. I am so sick of her 'Pity me for i am the god of all things tragic' attitude. Geez, and she tries to complain to me about how attention-seeking her roommate is when she's constantly trying to get guests for her pity party. Well, i refuse to join her pity club. Get over it and grow up! Uggh! I just can't be around her when she's like that because then I'll end up trying to show her that there are people worse off than her and we'll end up in a 'pity competition' that'll end in me saying more about myself than I want to. Class is starting i got to go. CRAP! I forgot to study for my quiz.
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

   Hello
How's everybody doing. I stayed up real late last night doing absolutely nothing. I hate Sundays. They are very aggravating. I think I need to go sit down and have some fun before I give myself a headache. But first I wanted to share this tidbit that I put on my whiteboard at like 3:00 a.m. last night (this morning):
I know that life is fluid and susceptible to change so i try to just flow with it and be prepared but at the same time I still try to flow in a particular direction so that I don't end up stuck like a rock in the sand or flowing in circles. I'm ready for ya, Life!

Yes...my musings early in the morning. My roommate says it's confusing but I think it makes sense. I'll ask my neighbor but i would also like other opinions. Anyway, time to go cheer myself up! I think I'll go watch Wolfram in his pink nightgown again. lol.


P.S. this post was made like 3 hours ago and I am just now posting it. I didn't get to see Wolfram and instead particpated in a scavenger hunt that had to go to a lightning round since everyone got ALL the items. My roommate won the lighting round. She sneaky like fox. So, points for our SLC! Yay! We shall win SPIRIT WEEK this time!
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Thursday, February 16, 2006

   YAY!
I got THREE comments on my last post! YAY! I feel so special!Anyway, I am currently sitting outside of a class that was due to start 10 minutes ago. But since there was a memorial service for a teacher of ours that just died, all classesare delayed so that students who went to the service wil get to stay until its over and have time to get back. I didn't go. I didn't know the guy. But still. May he rest in peace. Some people are being real assesagout it though.
One Junior in lunch was talking with a senior and and the senior was saying how he was going to go to the memorial and the junior said "Fuck that. I'm not going. And the bastard just had to die on my birthday! He couldn't die on some other day!" The senior was about ready to kick his ass. He actually did start to hit him but when the cafeteria lady came over he just left. Geez! How selfish can you get. I mean I understand that it must suck that your special happy day was interupted by something so tragic but don't be an asshole about it. Celebrate your B-Day at another time. That ticked me off.
Well. I should be studying for my quiz that I'll have in another 15 minutes or so. But I don't feel like it. UGHHH!!! I have a lot of homework. I hope my roomie's anime doesn't arrive today. she wants to watch it tonight but I just have too much work so she said she'd just watch it without me. I hate t when she does that because then she'll want to watch it with me when i finally watch it and she won't be able to keep her mouth shut and she'll ruin the whole plotline. It would bebetter for everyone if the anime just didn't come today. She has homework she needs to do too. She just doesn't do itor puts it off. I rarely see her work. And she wonders why she failed her last AP Calc test while I got a B-. But I'm not gonna push her about it. She says she gets enough of that from her father. Personally, I think if she's hounded enough she'll do it. Make her guilty enough to do her homework and she'll do it. But I'm not gonna push. I'll say nothing to her of how she skips her Civ readings. Of how she quits homework completely when she can't solve the first problem. Of how she can't seem to stay focused when reading. (She reads laying down and then falls asleep.) I say nothing to her.
Anyway, the rest of the class should be here in a few and I should be studying for my quiz. I'm sick of studying though. I've been studying for an hour already. The best I can do right now is hope it stuck. Too much studying is bad for you. Relaxtion is key. Besides, my current grade has to be like a 93%. I can take a small dip in percentage. It's only a quiz.
So tired. I got 9 1/2 hours of sleep but I just feel worn out. I worked a lot last night. I wanted to get my Japanese last night so I'd have less to do today. I nearly fell asleep on it. I went to bed about 11:00 p.m. woke up at 8:30 a.m. Then I just layed in bed for an hour. before rushing to get up and go to class.
The class and teacher should be here already but there not.
I wonder.... if the memoral ends too late will they cancel all 2:00 classes. Please let that be so!!! I want to finish my Creative Writing before 6:00 p.m. I think the teachers are coming now. I'll get some last minute studying done now. Bye Bye.
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

   OH YEAH!!!!
LONG POSTS ROCK!!!!!!!
ADMIRE ITS SHEER SIZE!!!!!
BEHOLD IT'S AWESOME LARGENESS!!!!!
Ok yeah...enough fun.
Sorry the last post was so long....
Really....I apologize...
.....snicker......
OOKII POST DESU NE?
IS IS POSSIBLE THAT THE POST IS TOO BIG TOO HANDLE!
okay...lol...for real....enough fun...
I'm tired...night night....
.....snicker....
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

   HELLOOOO!!!!
First and foremost....HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!! Second, shot out to my b/f who gave me exactly what I wanted for V Day. My poor darling valentine is currently puking his guts out at home. Hope he feels better soon. This sick business is really worrisome. But, there'snot much I can do 300 miles away,is there? :(
Well,Valentine'swasalright down here. Myroomate managed to pluck up the courage to put a stuffed dog thats says 'I Love You' in one of the guys boxes AND ACTUALLY SIGNED HER NAME!!! Brave girl! So willing to open herself for rejection. I gave cards to my friends as well. My cards weremade last minute since i wasn't expecting to get anyting from anybody but when i got two cardsfrom my best friends I decided I better dole out something and so i searched online for a picture of Draco and managed to find a black and white one (our printer doesn't print color) in which he is brewing a potion. It then wasn't hard to type 'I brewed a special chocolate love potion just for you! Happy Valentine's Day ~Draco M.~' in one of the corners and glue a little heart-shaped chocolate labeled 'love potion' in the corner of the page and voila! Instant V Day Card. And they looked good too. I made one for myself since iliked them so much and it is now glued to my wall along with my other cards and letters and such. I did a lot of homework tonight. My back hurts from leaning over books and laptops so much. I'll need a chiropractor by the time i get out of here.You know you've had a hard day when it feels good to just lay down. Soooo tired.Well I better post this now or else it will appear as Feb 15 instead of 14. Have fun! Be safe! Get better soon babe! And support Draco Malfoy because who else is going to make my love potions if he's arrested or killed off!!
P.S. If you want to see the picture I used go to fictionalley.org in the fanart section.The artists name is Lylith. She does great stuff. She's definitely one of my favorites. Her Draco is a little feminine though, but I don't mind. Her H/D is funny and her Draco/any girl is very cute. She does nice comics. Anyway check her out and while your at it search for that picture i told you about. (look at me...i've become a pimp for other people's artistry. Well, my pimp hat will get some use finally.)
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Monday, February 13, 2006

   What's up?
Hey ya'll. I'm back in hell a.k.a. school. This is going to be a tiring three weeks. But in three weeks i'll be home!!!!! YAY!!! Just three weeks! I'm bored. i could be doing a class reading but i don't know if it is due today or not so i'm not going to. uggh! This should be an easy day but that doesn't mean i'll like it. No homework was due. i've got a japanese quiz but i'm not too worried. I'll do a little last minute studying next break and pass with flying colors.I've got to go to Walmart soon. We need chicken, cheese, tortillas, kool-aid, apple juice and yogurt. No pocky this time. $1.00 a box is cheaper than usual but still kinda expensive for my modest budget. I'm trying to save money. Speaking of money. While i was at home I tried this ice cream that was $4.00 for two scoops.Expensive, i know, but it was so good. It was called Better Batter and it was made by some stand in our mall. It was wonderful. It kinda tastes like cake batter but my grandma says it tastes like butterscotch. lol it tastes nothing like butterscotch. she's so funny. Anyway, SHOT OUTS TO TAVI!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! You birthday present will be on its way as soon as we have time to get to the post office. But don't worry. It will get there...eventually. Anyway. I gotta go back to class now. bye bye
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Friday, February 10, 2006

It's a bit past Midnight!
I'm tired. Sleepy. But I'm home. My room's a mess because of my sister/s pet rat. But it's my room. Now, I will get a drink and go to bed. Night all.
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Thursday, February 9, 2006

   YES!!!!!!
Hey everybody. I am on the bus home. I'm so happy!!! Yay!!! Going home!!!! Wireless is going ou!! Gotta Go, Bye!!!1 Yay!!! Happy!!!! Bye!
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   YES!!!!!!
Hey everybody. I am on the bus home. I'm so happy!!! Yay!!! Going home!!!! Wireless is going ou!! Gotta Go, Bye!!!1 Yay!!! Happy!!!! Bye!
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Wednesday, February 8, 2006

hello
Howdy. Feeling marginally better. I didn't sleep much, and I still went to one class today to take a test. But I don't have too muich homework tonight. With luck I'll finish before 7:00 then I can just pack ad be in bed before study session. i'm going home tommorrow!!!!!oh and to anyone's who is interested. I also have another site as well as this one. It's at myspace.com/ShizukanaDiamond
It's not much. I only joined so that I could make comments on my sister's site. Since you can only make comments if you a member. but if you wanted to know a litttle more about me (cuz the profile is bigger and i spent the better art of today filling it out) then check it out! I'm out. I have to find somebody to turn in my calculus homework. Sayonara
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