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myOtaku.com: Shizukana Diamond


Friday, January 28, 2005

   My limits......
Hey guys. I was feeling kind of down today. I was taking a shower this morning and as i bent down to wash my leg, i realized that the position would have made a nice picture to draw. I could picture it, only a head shot though, no nudity. It would be drawn in Anime fashion. All you could see would be a female head with the shower head pouring water on it. Her hair would be falling slightly forward but not enough to obstruct her face. Her mouth would be open as if she was breathing hard and her eyes would be dead and empty. Rivulets of water streaming down her face. It would be a somber picture in black and white. I could see it so clearly and I so badly wanted to see it drawn...but I can't. Because I can't draw. *Bitter laugh* I can't even draw a straight line!!! But I wish I could. There are so many images in my head that i want to see on paper but I can't put them there!!!! It's the same with writing. There are so many ideas and stories in my head that i wish could be heard but whenever i try to write them it doesn't come out right. It's always too much or not enough but always unsatisfactory. How is it that I can write A+ papers and not even one simple story. I guess I'm just doomed to have a creative mind with no way to express it. These are my limits...
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