Tuesday, October 31, 2006

   hey
wow its good to beback again... I remambered my password so that I can come on... nothing that much has been going on here, my boyfriend left and is now in GA for Basic training and he will be back in December, I am at the hospital wiating for my sister-in-law to have a baby... and my other sister-in-law had twins, so I'd have to say I am doing pretty good! I'll try to get back to you all lata
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Wednesday, March 8, 2006

   plz read
Sorry guys if I am mad right now but there is nothing that I can really do about it my parents are being really mean and Brian said that he'll never come over to my house because my dad don't like him!!!!!!! He is helping my dad ruin my life and I can't take it anymore!!!!! I just want to tell all my friends bye and that I love them with all my heart!!
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Friday, March 3, 2006

hey guys... guess what...
Hey guys I found out an interesting fact today.... did you know that when guys drink Mountain Dew it makes there manly-hood shrink... It was very interesting... lol well over the weekend I get to work and go shopping!! Brian getts to come over tonight and hang out but tomorrow I have to split wood and for those of you who know me that can be very dangeruous for me... Sunday I get to spend my whole day shopping!! Which Julia should be able to go with!!Well got to go home post ya lata
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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

   hey
Hey guys... I had to change how many posts were on my page b/c some poeple are using my posts against other people so I have to watch what I post and when I post them... the bells going to ring G2G
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

   Hey
Hey everybody... I had the best Valentines Day!! I didn't think Brian was going to get me anything so when he got to school after his doctors appt. I wasn't expecting anything... Well he gave me two pink roses (they were fake but fake ones are better), I got two little teddy bears, a bag of candy kisses, and I got a card with a monkey on it! We are going to celibrate Valentines tonight when he comes over to my house. It was really cute! The bears are my favorite! My brother is going to tease me forever about getting all this stuff! I feel really bad that I didn't give him anything, but oh well I guess he'll live without anything.

Now that I have the good news out of the way I have to go ahead with the bad news... My mom has had cancer a couple differant times in a couple differant spots, well she took a test to see if it's hereditary and the results came back that they are hereditary! I have to go in tomorrow to see if I have any cancer cells! I really don't want to go through kimo, my mom just got done and I don't think I could handle it, my mom lost all her hair and she was getting sick all the time! My mom is doing Radiation and she says that really hurts too, she's not getting sick but she has sunburns all over her body and whenever she moves she wants to cry because it hurts too much. The fist time my mom had cancer was when she was 18 and I'm 17 so I am getting to the age that she had hers the first time! I have told a couple of my friends but I don't know how to tell Julia or Brian! I know Brian should've been the first person that I told but I don't know how to tell him! I guess I have to tell Julia before she reads this post because I don't want her to find out this way!

On a lighter note I want to kill John!! He keeps touching me in places that I don't ever let Brian touch me AND he getts mouthy with me too often! He is really starting to bother me and when I tell Brian he don't do anything so I guess I'll have to take it into my own hands!! He wrote me a note the other day and it was so nasty... he went on and on about 'what he would do to me' and it was so disturbing!!

Well thats all I have to say!! I'll post when I get the chance! Hopefully I dindn't bore you with all this stuff!
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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

   Hey
I am in a really good mood today!!! And I am really tired!! I haven't slept in like 4 days I think it was... Well anyways my dad is doing great.. he wines about having to take his medication but he does anyways... Brian (my fiance) is doing great he is much better now that he is on antidepressents... I have seen a big change in him... He gets to come over tomorrow nigh and it is going to be so cool!! I'll post some more tomorrow... peace out!!!!
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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

   Hey all
Sorry I haven't posted in a while I have been busy... but heres the 411 on whats going on here. My dad had a seizure but is out of the hospital and he is doing fine. He has no permanant brain damage but he has to be on medication for the rest of his life. Brian (my boyfiend) is doing fine and he is on antidepressants... so everythig is going good there. I know some people are going to read this that I don't want to know this but I can't hold it in anymore... Brian proposed to me!! He said that we have already been through a lot together and he asked me when we were in my room watching a movie. He asked on Monday. IOf coure I said yes!! Julia I will try to tell you this before you read it!! Can somebody explain to me how a rapist can get only 3 years probation for raping someone!!! Shouldn't they get way more than that or am I just being gready??
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Thursday, January 26, 2006

   hey
I am having a bad week!! My dad had a seizure and he is in the hospital right now and I am stressing a lot right now... I have been having a really bad week... I get to take tomorrow off school thank god and I get to go to go to the hospital and see my boyfriend Brian Yea I can't wait!!
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   grrrrrr
I am so mad right now I can't even stand it... My boyfriend Brian is in the hospital... not for being hurt but for tring to kill himself. He tried to drive my car into a tree after school. People have just been pushing him too much. people making fun of him and me... he just hit his snapping point!! I thought that he acually killed himself and I couldn't handle it... I was in such a homicidal mood... Brian called me from the hospital and it broke my heart to talk to him!!! I started crying when I was talking to him!! I am just so scared that he will kill himself one of these times. When he gatts mad I get really scared of him... I get scared that he will hurt him, me, or somebody else!! I hate it when I am scared. I was by him when he ran my car into the tree... I thought that he killed himself but when he hit the curb the tires turned and the side of the car hit the tree. All I herd was the bang and it scared me... I turned around and I screamed... I was so stressed that I smoked 2 and a half packs in 4 hours... I'm going to stop ranting and raving and go hurt the chick that turned him in...
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Friday, January 20, 2006

   Yay... weekend
I can't wait till Sunday its my B-day and its so awesome... I'm going to be 17... Brian is going to come over and hang out with me on Saturday... other than that I'm not really doing anything else...
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