Wednesday, February 15, 2006

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Hey everybody... I had the best Valentines Day!! I didn't think Brian was going to get me anything so when he got to school after his doctors appt. I wasn't expecting anything... Well he gave me two pink roses (they were fake but fake ones are better), I got two little teddy bears, a bag of candy kisses, and I got a card with a monkey on it! We are going to celibrate Valentines tonight when he comes over to my house. It was really cute! The bears are my favorite! My brother is going to tease me forever about getting all this stuff! I feel really bad that I didn't give him anything, but oh well I guess he'll live without anything.

Now that I have the good news out of the way I have to go ahead with the bad news... My mom has had cancer a couple differant times in a couple differant spots, well she took a test to see if it's hereditary and the results came back that they are hereditary! I have to go in tomorrow to see if I have any cancer cells! I really don't want to go through kimo, my mom just got done and I don't think I could handle it, my mom lost all her hair and she was getting sick all the time! My mom is doing Radiation and she says that really hurts too, she's not getting sick but she has sunburns all over her body and whenever she moves she wants to cry because it hurts too much. The fist time my mom had cancer was when she was 18 and I'm 17 so I am getting to the age that she had hers the first time! I have told a couple of my friends but I don't know how to tell Julia or Brian! I know Brian should've been the first person that I told but I don't know how to tell him! I guess I have to tell Julia before she reads this post because I don't want her to find out this way!

On a lighter note I want to kill John!! He keeps touching me in places that I don't ever let Brian touch me AND he getts mouthy with me too often! He is really starting to bother me and when I tell Brian he don't do anything so I guess I'll have to take it into my own hands!! He wrote me a note the other day and it was so nasty... he went on and on about 'what he would do to me' and it was so disturbing!!

Well thats all I have to say!! I'll post when I get the chance! Hopefully I dindn't bore you with all this stuff!
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