Monday, April 18, 2005

   Guru has spoken. You share this result with 8% of respondents.


theOtaku.com: What Anime Legend Are You?
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Saturday, April 16, 2005

   New User!
JC Rennie has just joined. If you could visit his site, sign his guestbook and maybe help him out a bit it would be greatly appreciated, I'm sure.

Thank you so much for your support!
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   Special Thanks!
To Jason (zeraf): for helping me to get my site set up and everything, I thank you. And for posting to everyone that I needed people to visit my site, and to sign my guest book, I thank you! It wouldn't have been possible to get my site to where it is right now without you.

To my boyfriend, James, who has sent me so many hugs: I thank you. Besides Jason I don't think I've really gotten any hugs from anyone. You're the greatest! I needed those!

To all of Jason's friends who have actually taken the time to visit my site: I thank you for all your support. I don't feel so left out anymore... And it means the world to me...

To those of you who have helped me in adding things to my site (there are just too many of you to include names... but you know who you are...): I thank you. My site is now coming along nicely.

A special thanks especially to those of you who showed me how to add colors and pictures (again there are too many of you to include names... but you know who you are): I'm loving it and now I CAN'T stop adding new things! I love being creative! LOL!

Well, that's all for now! More later perhaps!
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Friday, April 15, 2005

B:

Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color:
Pinks, Blues, Browns Song:
Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple
Smile

Gemstone:
Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown

Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."

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   More new things!
Still adding more stuff to my site. I'm beginning to love it now. I just keep getting more and more creative... YAY!
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   It's official... Guy's suck!
Yesterday Jason P. (no, not zeraf for once) called me on the telephone basically wondering why I haven't called him and everything. And, needless to say, that was a rather interesting experience, trying to explain myself to him...

Things were fine for a while. But, then that all changed at the end of our first conversation, just as we were getting ready to get off of the phone, because of something he had said to me. He had to get off of the phone because he had to go somewhere. Then, when he got back, he was going to call me back... I won't get into all the details about what was said at that point or what we got into a fight about exactly. Then I'd just bore you to death... He called me back at like 10:30 p.m. on my cell phone. Which was quite interesting, I suppose. I got on the phone, and (I guess) I sounded a bit upset (according to him). But he can tell those sorts of things. He knew right off the bat that I was upset. But the second that I tried to explain myself to him, all that we did was fight... Then, at the end, he asked if I'd rather be by myself to think about things and calm down for a few days. At first, I said no. Despite all we've been through, I couldn't imagine losing him again... Not even for a few days... After a while, I changed my mind, and decided that maybe it was best to do that after all... That maybe we need the time away for a while. Perhaps, to think things through, and to calm down a little bit. And he agreed. After that all he said was, "Well I guess I'll let you go to bed, even though you probably will cry yourself to sleep... I know how you are when you're depressed. I love you." And then he hung up the phone. I cried my eyes out until like 2:00 in the morning this morning. And I got up at 6:00 this morning because my stepmom and her daughter got up and were extra noisy. So, needless to say I'm not happy. Hopefully I will get more sleep tonight. If not, I'm going to my boyfriend's house tomorrow anyway, so I'll just sleep while I'm there sometime down the road. LOL! I do it all the time.

Well that's all for now.
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   2 new additions to my site!
Well, I just added 2 new things to my site today. I just adopted 2 pets. A dog and a cat. I can't believe I actually figured out how to do it on my own. The last time I tried to do it, I couldn't get it to work. HAHA! But I've got it now. Well that's all for now. More later. I have so much more to tell, just no time right now!
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Thursday, April 14, 2005

   Just another ok day!
Well, today has been kind of rough for me again. I woke up with a pounding headache that just wouldn't go away for nothing. No matter what I did. So that sucked. Then it got worse because then my legs, back, side and stomach started hurting as well. So needless to say, I've been falling apart. And needless to say, I haven't been a happy camper because of that...

Then my day suddenly got worse when I was sitting down to dinner and talking to my stepmom. I found out that although my dad was saying he was going to have to go to Kentucky next week sometime for work and everything, I found out that he's leaving tomorrow morning.. But wait, it gets worse... He's going to be gone for 3 weeks! So I'm going to be stuck here with my stepmom and her kids. Oh joy! You know, this seems to be one of the times when I could use a good hug or 2 the most. I hate it when he is gone... Especially for that long...

Oh speaking of hugs... I just realized, as I brought up my site that I now have 111 hugs. And I have a feeling that I know where at least 99% of those hugs came from. No names mentioned... Though it's not that hard to figure out really... And for once, the person who has been the major highlight of my otaku posts lately, actually isn't going to be the major highlight this time. This time, I'm going to change it over to my boyfriend... Gotta love him!

My boyfriend, James came over to spend some time with me. Which was great although we only spent an hour together... But that was basically because I wasn't feeling all that good. And he knew that just by the look in my eyes and on my face. But it made me happy just to see him. And for the time that he was here, I totally forgot about the fact that I haven't been feeling all that well. We really didn't do all that much over here but talk about the weekend when I go to his house and stuff like that. Of course, that was before I found out that my dad would be leaving for Kentucky a lot earlier than anticipated. Or else he would have heard about that as well and I probably would have went insane and then he'd have to make it all better. Just because he's good to me like that. HAHA!

But anyway, I guess I'm gonna go for now. Maybe more later tonight. I'm not sure. No promises. But if not then there definitely will be more tomorrow sometime!
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   All better!
Well, just so there's no confusion and so noone gets the wrong idea, I think I had better clear something up really fast. This, by the way, was brought to my attention during a certain telephone conversation.

For those of you who have actually taken the time to read my posts lately... I want you all to know that, despite my feelings and all the stuff that has been said about Jason (zeraf) and all, there's nothing going on between us. Him and I are just good friends and that's as far as it goes for us (for now.) In case you're all confused about where this is coming from or why I'm writing this, let me explain...

We got into a little bit of a fight the other day and weren't really on good terms... as you may have already been able to find out... He called me on the telephone yesterday and we talked things over. We both apologized to eachother for things that were said, but probably shouldn't have been said... And we apologized for, perhaps, not saying things that should have been said to eachother in the first place to keep us from fighting... (So we're not fighting anymore either.)

Anyway, the important thing is that we worked it out and we're still friends... and always will be... So now I'm happy again and not depressed like I was... YAY!

Well that's it for now. More later I suppose!
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

   I wish this never happened!
Okay, so everyone that's been reading my posts lately has probably figured out already that a lot of them have to do with Jason and everything that has been going on with our friendship lately. And I know that if you're actually taking the time to read this, you're all probably going crazy because I haven't shut up about it, but I can't help it. The whole situation just drives me absolutely crazy. Never in a million years would I expect that something like this would happen to our friendship. Never in a million years did I think that we'd be fighting. And ever in a million years did I think that I'd be so hurt about it like I am right now. Well, after the conversation that we had on messenger, he decided he was going to give me the silent treatment and not talk to me. (Which really sucked.) But I figured that he'd come around sooner or later and would let me talk to him to try to fix things. Well I was hoping that would be sooner rather than later. But I guess not.

Last night, I was seriously going out of my mind. I was thinking so much about all that has happened and I did the unthinkable... I actually started crying. I know, that's kinda corny. But it's true. Okay, so maybe I've also become a little bit obsessive. But I can't help it. I must admit though that I am sort of wishing that I would have just kept my mouth shut and not said anything. But I felt like I've just been lying to him for these past few years by not saying anything. So I had to. It was driving me nuts! QUITE LITERALLY!

Well, James and I are still not quite getting along either. We got into a fight on Sunday when I was at his house and we haven't really spoke since. He called me on Monday but that was when I had Jason (yes, zeraf) over. So I didn't stay on the phone. Then he called me yesterday to talk to me. But I was just way too depressed about what happened when Jason and I were talking to eachother online and what was all said. So I hardly talked to him when he called me. So that's when I just told him I had to go and I'd call him today if I got the chance and if I was feeling better about things. I still don't feel any better about what happened (with Jason... it's still killing me... and probably will until I talk to him again...) but I think I might call James anyway. I figure that maybe having him to talk to, since Jason isn't speaking to me apparently, hopefully I'll feel at least a little bit better. I dunno though!
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