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Tuesday, March 22, 2005


   I'm so confused.
Well last night Jay called me on the telephone at 9:30 and I seriously wanted to kill him. My dad totally b****ed at me for it and I had absolutely no control over it because I've already told him not to call past 9:00 at night and he never listens. So I got mad at him for it and we got into a HUGE fight and all. But anytime that I tried to talk to him about it, he'd just change the subject and act as if it didn't matter to him. But then he kept telling me that it did matter and that he still loved me and cared about me and everything like that... Well that's were I run into the problem because James and I are still supposed to be together but at the end of our conversation I asked Jason what he thought was still really going on between us and according to him, he thinks we're still back together. Well I told James about it and he's surprisingly not mad at me for it. I've told him everything about the entire situation. From beginning to end. Unfortunately! But somehow he still hasn't let it bother him. I mean, if he had himself into a situation like this, I think I'd be a bit upset. But not him. Somehow he still obtains his patience with me through all of this. Well, I still told Jay that I was really p***ed at him and told him I'd cut off all communications with him and he didn't like that. Then he told me to call him tomorrow (which would actually be today now)but I told him I didn't think that I would...Because I was mad... And I still am... But kinda feel guilty about it at the same time. So I dunno... I'm so confused...

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