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Friday, April 1, 2005

   Depressing!
Well, it's official. I just want to die right about now. I don't know how much longer I can take this. I'm going crazy. I mean, I don't know what to do with this whole entire situation. Part of me just wants to give up... Part of me just doesn't care anymore... Part of me doesn't want to lose him or give up on him... And part of me says I'd be TOTALLYcrushed if we ever broke up again. I'm being pulled in many different directions. So I've come up with the conclusion that I REALLY hate relationships! Relationships suck! MAJORLY! And they're filled with WAY TOO MUCH drama. I know, to see that coming from me is kinda odd considering I'm sort of a drama queen but it just gets a little old sometimes.

I mean, I called James yesterday to hopefully stop all the fighting and everything because we've been fighting for a few days now and hardly speaking to eachother otherwise. But, it just led to more fighting and yelling and screaming. Then he really crossed the line when he hung up the phone on me just as I was getting ready to say that I couldn't stand the fighting anymore and that I wanted to make it work. Yes, I admit, I'm gullible. I was going to give in. But then he ruined it. The funny thing is that I'm supposed to still go over there tomorrow and Sunday (to his house) to visit and stuff. But, I have a feeling that I'm going to be spending most of the time with mom... or dad... I have a feeling we won't be seeing eachother much or speaking to eachother all that much either, even though I'll be over there. But whatever!

Well that's all for now. Finally! I'll post more later.
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