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Monday, April 11, 2005
My life can't get any more depressing now!
It's official. I'm about to go insane. Life as I know it is officially over. I don't know how much more I can take. It's making me crazy.
James and I are back at it again. We got into a fight yesterday when I was over at his house. And we haven't really spoke since. He called me today but I couldn't talk so I told him I'd call him later. Though I never did.
Jason Arnold came over today and we spent a lot of time with eachother. After a while, we went over to Ian Montgomery's house and hung out with him as well.
Speaking of Jason, I'm seriously going crazy about something that has to do with him as well. I wish that I could just tell him what's on my mind or what I'm thinking but I just don't have the guts to do that. It's impossible. I mean, we've been friends for way too long and if I told him what I was thinking/feeling (oh boy, that could TOTALLY give it away right there) I'm afraid that things may change between us as far as our friendship is concerned. I'm sorta afraid to find out what he'd say or think about it. I kinda hinted at it today while we were playing cards together and while we were eating lunch at Taco Bell together, but it never really fully came out. And then, he said that he thought that he knew what it was, but he never said what he was thinking that it was about. So I dunno if he really got it yet. I want to tell him, just because I don't want to lie to him about it (by him not knowing). But I just can't bring myself to do it. It seems wrong I know. But that's just the way I am.
Well that's all for now, it's getting late. And I need sleep!
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