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Tuesday, April 12, 2005


   Dazed and Confused!!
I'm seriously going out of my mind by now. Why didn't I just tell Jason Arnold (zeraf) what was on my mind or what I was thinking? I was too scared to at the time I guess, but now that I think about it, maybe I shouldn't be so scared I guess. It's just that I'm afraid to find out what he'd think or say about it all. I mean, we've been really good friends for a LONG time now and if I tell him what is on my mind, I'm afraid he might look at our friendship differently and I don't want things to change... NOT FOR THE WORSE ANYWAY... But, him and I did have a little talk at Taco Bell yesterday when we went out for lunch, and I kinda hinted towards it, but I don't know if he really knows what I'm actually saying. I want to tell him how I feel, because I feel like I'm lying to him if I keep it from him and not tell him at all. But I don't want to tell him, because... well, you know... The only other problem in this situation is that I have a bf already and we've been together for 8 months now. This can't get any more confusing than it already is for me.

Well, that's it for now I guess. I've got some thinking to do. More later.

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