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Tuesday, April 12, 2005


   I hate fighting!
Well, I never thought that it would happen between us, but Jason Arnold (yes, zeraf) and I kinda got into a little bit of a fight.

We were talking on messenger earlier today at about 2:00 p.m. and everything was going great for a while. I was talking to him about the post I put up last night about how I felt and I told him to read it. So he did. And he actually took it quite well at first. He didn't seem to be bothered or anything by it, which is what I had actually expected. I figured that he'd be bothered by it or not even really care about how I felt really. But he surprised me. I won't get into the details all that much because I don't want him any more mad at me than he already probably is... But anyway, then he had commented on the fact that I used his username in the posts. He didn't like that. He says it kinda embarrassed him. So we got into a fight because the way I take it is that now I think he's just embarrassed because everyone who reads my posts on my site will know practically everything that has been said and done between us. But, it's funny because he didn't seemed to be too bothered by the fact that I like him like that and all. But the second I put it in my journal (here) he's embarrassed. So I kinda got mad at him about that. I kinda feel bad about it all now. But, something tells me he won't speak to me if I try to make things right. I don't know what to think... What to say... What to do... about this whole thing. I hate fighting with him now. I mean we never ever fought, until now... AND IT'S KILLING ME! AAAHHH!

Well that's all for now I guess... I'm going to try to get him to talk to me...

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