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Friday, April 15, 2005


   It's official... Guy's suck!
Yesterday Jason P. (no, not zeraf for once) called me on the telephone basically wondering why I haven't called him and everything. And, needless to say, that was a rather interesting experience, trying to explain myself to him...

Things were fine for a while. But, then that all changed at the end of our first conversation, just as we were getting ready to get off of the phone, because of something he had said to me. He had to get off of the phone because he had to go somewhere. Then, when he got back, he was going to call me back... I won't get into all the details about what was said at that point or what we got into a fight about exactly. Then I'd just bore you to death... He called me back at like 10:30 p.m. on my cell phone. Which was quite interesting, I suppose. I got on the phone, and (I guess) I sounded a bit upset (according to him). But he can tell those sorts of things. He knew right off the bat that I was upset. But the second that I tried to explain myself to him, all that we did was fight... Then, at the end, he asked if I'd rather be by myself to think about things and calm down for a few days. At first, I said no. Despite all we've been through, I couldn't imagine losing him again... Not even for a few days... After a while, I changed my mind, and decided that maybe it was best to do that after all... That maybe we need the time away for a while. Perhaps, to think things through, and to calm down a little bit. And he agreed. After that all he said was, "Well I guess I'll let you go to bed, even though you probably will cry yourself to sleep... I know how you are when you're depressed. I love you." And then he hung up the phone. I cried my eyes out until like 2:00 in the morning this morning. And I got up at 6:00 this morning because my stepmom and her daughter got up and were extra noisy. So, needless to say I'm not happy. Hopefully I will get more sleep tonight. If not, I'm going to my boyfriend's house tomorrow anyway, so I'll just sleep while I'm there sometime down the road. LOL! I do it all the time.

Well that's all for now.

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