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Tuesday, April 19, 2005


   Life is way too depressing!
Well, things can't get any more depressing between us. All we ever do everytime we talk on the telephone is argue and fight. We could get over 1 fight and then 5 minutes later, we'll be at it again. It seems like even trying to make it work is completely pointless. If anyone is totally CONFUSED about who I'm talking about, I'm talking about Jason P.

This subject just seems to get that much more complicated because when I talked to Jason the last time, he brought up something that has REALLY made me think... And might I add that it's about things that maybe I shouldn't be thinking about unless it's with James. But, despite all of the arguing and fighting, all of the feelings for Jason P. are coming back to me at full force. And that's when he brought up asking me a question that could/would change the both of our lives forever. But here's the thing: James and I are still together. And he has NO IDEA what was said between Jason P. and I. He has no idea about the plans Jason has. Here's where I'm totally confused, though, because I still LOVE Jason P. to death even though him and I aren't officially back together... and I probably always will... AHH!

More later, I need time to think!

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