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Tuesday, May 10, 2005


   I don't believe it!
James called me today (despite the fact that he knew that I am mad at him) and we actually talked for a little while. That was quite interesting, really. But again, all that we really did was argue pretty much. I told him that I was on the verge of breaking up with him despite the fact that I made the promise it would not be me doing it if it fell apart. So needless to say, he wasn't too thrilled about that. But that's okay. In fact he bawled his eyes out. Then that's when I started to do the same. I didn't think that I was actually going to cry myself but I got to the point where I just couldn't hold it in any longer. I told him I was getting to the point where I wanted to see other people... But little does he know that I already sorta am. That's bad I know. I honestly was really close to ending it, but then I couldn't bring myself to actually do it. Eventually I DO have to tell him the truth and end it (unfortunately) not that I really want to because I don't. But I can't be seeing 2 guys at once. It's not fair to them. And James and I just aren't working out. I'm beginning to feel like the 9 months that we've spent together have all just been a waste sometimes because of how depressing things can get between us and how much we fought and argued. He asked me to call him tomorrow but I said I didn't know if I would or not because it'd all depend on how I feel or whatever. So I don't know if I am going to call him or not. We'll see I suppose. Well I guess that's all for now... More again later.
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