Friday, August 19, 2005

   It's been a long time!
Hey all! If any of you still plan on reading my journal at all, I'll be really surprised because I haven't updated it in so long. By the way, sorry about that. It's just that a lot has been going on and life's been crazy. I've been really busy so there's never any time to really update this thing.

In any case, enough of the babbling already. Let's get this party started. LOL!

Unfortunately I have some bad news for those of you who have actually been following up on my "boy problems" and such. James and I broke up officially (for good) on August 8th... Exactly 4 days after our 1 year anniversary. And we haven't spoke since either. But that's ok because I think that if we did, some of the things that would come out of our mouths to eachother wouldn't be very nice.

I finally came clean about the whole Jeff thing to James. And then after I did that, my whole outlook on James changed completely. We got into a few big fights and then I actually had the guts to tell him that I had fallen out of love with him. So he broke up with me. In a sense, it was a relief because I had always said that if we broke up, it wasn't because I was the one that broke it off... And he said the same thing... But I kept my word about it, he didn't. He's the one that broke up with me. But that's okay with me. Because I still have Jeff. Granted, it's difficult because he's in California and I'm in Michigan still. But he came here to Michigan on the 30th of July and stayed until the 6th of August. But the last time that I had seen him was on the 5th because he was leaving early in the morning on the 6th. I cried for 2 days straight after he left. But that's ok. I got over it. Oh, and 2 days after he got here, he got me an engagement ring and proposed to me... And of course, I said YES. So I'm officially engaged as of August 1st. YAY! I'm so happy about that. Within the next year we're planning of getting married though we haven't set an official date yet. He has some things that he has to take care of first and foremost before that happens. Though I'm hoping that within the next few months I'll be out of my dad's house and in California with him. At least, that's our plan. I told him that I wanted out of Michigan. I want away from my dad and stepmom. As far away as I can get, that is.

Well, I guess that's all for now. I'm at a friend's house on her computer and I don't wanna hog it. But I told her I hadn't updated this thing in forever and she told me that I had to do it now while I had the chance so here I am. ENJOY!
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