Monday, August 22, 2005

   Stupid Boys!
Wow, I've come up with the conclusion that I write way too much about boys. But what can I say, sadly practically my whole life revolves around them. But, especially one in particular. Though, he's pissed me off pretty badly. Found out some things I don't like about him and now it's making me second guess my entire relationship with him. Why did I ever get so stupid as to let go of James for him? By the way, James and I haven't spoken now in 2 weeks. And, sadly, after telling him that my feelings for him have changed, I miss him dearly. But, oh well. I Thought that I was going to be happy with the person that I'm with now. I mean, why shouldn't I Think that I would be? I'm engaged to the man. But, I guess it's not all it's cracked up to be. In any case, I found out that he's (once again) causing trouble with people in the league and he even got into a fight with one of my best friends in the league. So I wasn't happy about that. Then, he lied to me, saying that she supposedly was saying some stuff about me as well. But I found out the hard way that it's not true. So I'm not happy about that. I mean, he lied to me TOTALLY. And he reworded everything on messenger before he sent it to me after using message archive to bring it back up again. I figured this out because him and my friend had 2 completely different stories. And as much as I love him and all, I honestly believe her over him right now. And there's no doubt in my mind that he's lying through his teeth about this entire thing. Why would he lie to me after being with me for almost 3 and a half months and telling me a million times he loves me more than anything in the world? Why would he lie to me after proposing to me and giving me a ring just a couple of weeks ago? I haven't got a clue. But he has. And now I get to figure out what the heck I'm going to do about it all. How fun. NOT! Grr. Stupid boys. Why can't they just grow up for once? Oh wait, that'll never happen. But I'm telling him first thing the next time I speak to him, to get his stories straight and tell me the truth once and for all or else the engagement is over with! FOR GOOD! But I doubt that'll work. I mean, come on, he's a male. Anyway enough of my ranting and raving about all of this. I'm just getting even more pissed just talking about it. Have fun reading this one. LOL!
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