Monday, May 2, 2005

   I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
Wuts up? I can't really say N/T/M/H/J/C/L/A/V today because something is up. I think my boyfriend is up to something and one of my friends said that he can't be my friend anymore because of his religion. Apparently, me being gay goes against his religion and he feels that he doesn't need to be friends with me anymore. I haven't talked to him about it, one of our mutual friends told me. I am gonna try calling him sometime this week and talk to him about it. It will be hard though because I am grounded.

I wanna ask ya'll for advise. For the last few weeks, my b/f has become extremely distant. I call and he weither doesn't answer or he says that he can't talk. I call him back when I get in from work and he says that he is tired and wants to sleep. He used to always talk to me, even if he was tired. I called him the Monday of my Spring Break. It was like 9:00 at night. He told me to call so I did. We stayed on the phone for a good 2-3 hours. He got tired but he stayed on the phone. What do you think I should do? G2G. Talk lata. Love ya Lots~Shosho
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Friday, April 29, 2005

   I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not

Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered, powerful, and passionate. Well now lets see, being fire you are quite strong and powerful, people look up to you greatly and often seek your protection. You have the ability to gain many friends and you are always one people can count on to do what you say you will do. You are extremely loyal be it friends or family you'll stick up for them and you are never willing to put them in a position that could hurt them. You know what roll you play in life, leader, and you intend to let people know it. Not everyone is capable of leadership but you certainly have the willpower and flare to do it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself, one that can often lead you into trouble. Once your mind is made up there is no changing it but no one said that was a bad thing.

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I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
Hey ppl! Wuts up? N/T/M/H/J/C/L/A/V! OMG! I was gonna tell my mom about me being gay this morning but I totally chicjened out. I feel like a coward. I want to tell her but I am afraind of how she will react. If she is anything likw my dad she will run me off the side of the raod. Don't get me wrong I love my mom, I just don't think she will accept me for who I am.

I haven't talked to Curtis in a while. I feel so alone right now that it's not even funny. I haven't felt this alone for a long time. I love him with all my heart and soul. I want to see him so bad that if I knew that I could walk and make it I would. (How corny does that sound)

I am gonna get a tatoo. It's a tinger but it's only the eyes and the top of the nose. It's awesome. Well, G2G. Talk lata. Love ya Lots~Shosho
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Thursday, April 28, 2005

   I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
OMFG! I almost cried last night when I was watching the results of American Idol. If Anthony would have went home I would have freaked. I think Anthony should win because he has an amazing Tenor voice and he is hot. Well, G2G. Sorry So Short. Talk lata. Love ya Lots~Shosho
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
I love Curtis! He is awesome. G2G. Sorry So Short. Love ya Lots~Shosho
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

   I would rather be hated for who I am then loevd for who I am not
Hey! Wuts up? N/T/M/H/J/C/L/A/V! OMG! I just saw the most hilarius play in the world! It's called "Competition Piece". It is about this school that has 3 groups: the Arts, the Preps, and the stoners. If you ever get the chance to see it, GO! I have not seen anything like it in a while. Well, G2G. Talk lata. Love ya Lots~Shosho
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