Monday, April 25, 2005

   I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
Hey peoples! Wuts up? N/T/M/H/J/C/L/A/V! OMG! I called Curtis and read him the letter I wrote him and he cried. I didn't wanna make him cry but he did. I love him so much and I get all emotional just talking about him. I am gonna send him everything that I have written him. He is probably gonna come out here w/o telling me and call me when he's like 5 minutes from my house. Anywayz. How have ya'll been? I have been fine aside from my regular "my family hates me" day. My dad got mad at me because I didn't go ride the go-cart and 4-wheller with him and my mom and brother. I don't like getting outside and dirty (unless it is with someone I actually like). Well, G2G. Talk lata. Love ya Lots~Shosho
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Friday, April 22, 2005

I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
Hey people. I just wanted to tell ya'll that if you want to see a picture of my b/f, Private message me your e-mail address and I will send you one or have one of my friends send you one. Well, G2G. Talk lata. Love ya Lots~Shosho
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Hey guys! This is a poetic letter I wrote to Curtis.
My Dear Love Curtis,
My love for you has no end. It will survive the darkest of dark and baddest of bad. As I dit here writing this letter, I think, where have you been my whole life? I knew you existed, I just didn't know your name or where you were. Now, I have found you and I am not letting you go. You are mine and I am yours. We are one like the eternal Yin Yang. Our relationship has hit a few astronomical bumps on its journey but we have overcome all of them. We have to hide our love from all but our friends. We will prevail over all circumstances just as I promised. I said that we will meet face to face, and we will. If not this Summer, if not this Winter, then next Summer, then next Winter. You told me to write a song for you but no song can compare to your beautiful voice. I would paint or draw your portrait but not even a camera can capture your majestic looks. I worship the ground you walk upon like the most devout Christian worships God. The amazing Father Time could not grant me enought hours in the day to tell you how much I love you.

Your Loving Boyfriend,
Jeffrey
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
If your gay/bi/lesbian/transgender, you are welcome here. Also, any religion is welcome here. The reason I say religion is because I am wiccan/pagan. In other words I am a witch. Think about it and tell me what you guys think. Talk lata. Love ya Lots~shosho
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I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
OMG! I am soo pissed at my mom. She wants me to pass the Driving part of my Driver's Liscense test but she won't let me drive on the road to train. I told her I was gonna blame her if I failed and she got mad at me and said that if I did that she would ground me for a month.
I got a new fingernail polish this morning. It is Aqua Chrome (the other color I have is Rose Chrome)(I love chrome colors). Newayz, that's all that has happened. Talk lata. Love ya Lots~Shosho
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
Hey peoples! Wuts up? N/T/M/H/J/C/L/A/V! I am soo bored. My computer teacher said that I could teach myself to do web pages and stuff like that while she teaches the rest of the class how to do Power Point Presentations. I am so happy. OMG! I just got a Brush Up thingy. I hate that comercial but yet I still dance to it. Anywayz. I am gonna have a harder time getting famous than I thought I would. My dad said that I would have to convince the record company to build a spot in Alabama (where I live (unfortunately)) and record here. I hate him. He doesn't know what it is like to have dreams like mine and then have them crushed. Well, I had better let ya'll get back to ya'll's lives. Talk lata. Love ya Lots~Shosho
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Monday, April 18, 2005

I would rather be hated for whoI am then loved for who I am not
OMG! For those of you that listen to country music, guess who I got to meet on Friday morning. Blaine Larson, the guy that sings "How Do You Get That Lonely". He is so hot. Anywayz. The voice that comes out of his body is not the voice you would expect. Anywayz. Wut have ya'll been up to. My mom is supposed to call a record company today so we can get the copyrite permission to reproduce a song that they produced. It's called "Long Black Train". I am gonna use it for my audition cd for the camp. We are gonna send a copy to the record copmpany and if they like it, I might be a new country singer. Then I can meet all of the hot country singers. Well, G2G. Talk lata. Love ya'll lots~Shosho
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Sunday, April 17, 2005

I woud rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
Hey Peoples! Wuts up? N/T/M/H/J/C/L/A/V! I just replied to Curtis's xanga and added one to mine. BTW, my xanga is gay_as_hell_man@xanga.com! Okay. I have finally decided on an audition song. "Long Black Train". It's a country song about suicide. Well, G2G. Talk lata. Love ya Lots~Shosho
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Friday, April 15, 2005

I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
Hey! Wuts up? N/T/M/H/J/C/L/A/V? I think I have found a way to go to church. I have a friend that can take me. The only thing is, I will haev to lie to my dad. I will say that we are going to see a movie but instead we go to church. Anywayz. I have almost finished my song. AlL I have to do is put in my transitions and then I will have finished. OMG! I completely surprised myself yesterday in PE(GYM). We had to do pull-ups. Well, last year I only did 3, this year I did 10. And then on the
V-Sit I got a +10. I am so proud of myself. Well, G2G. Talk lata. Love ya Lots~Shosho
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

   I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
Hey peeps! Wuts up? N/T/M/H/J/C/L/A/V! I am soooo bored. I think I want to go streaking (not, LOL). Newayz. My life has been so boring latley. My dad is like obssessed with the song I have to sing to get into the camp this summer. He has taken it to the extreme. He said that I can't play or sing any onther song besindes the onw that I am using for camp. It sucks. I almost have the somg perfected and he still said that. I hate him. The good thing is though, I can still play other songs here at school. I think that I need a nice long vacation away from all of my dad's drama. People say that I am a drama queen but they haven't met my dad. He is worse than me. Well, G2G. Talk to ya'll lata. Love ya Lots~Jeffrey
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