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Tuesday, April 12, 2005


   I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
Hi peoples! I don't know why but I am really depressed right now. I think it has something to do with my boyfriend. I think that I am boring him. I was talking to him the other day with Andy and he (Curtis) said that he wanted to hang up because no one was talking. I don't know what I am gonna do. It is kind of hard to be not boring when there is two states between you and your lover. I think that I am gonna go out there in the summer of '06. I can't now because I don't have my liscense. What do ya'll think I should do? I am still working on the collage and the song. BTW, I have come up with a name for the song, Sad Love. The reason for the bitter-sweet name is we were happy in the beginning and now we are sad because we have to hide our relationship from the ones that we love and in the end I know everything will turn out ok. When I finish it, I will have Andy put it on my xanga (somehow) and then ya'll can hear it. I think I know a way that I can be more happy. I can find a lot more friends that are gay/bi/lesbian. If I hang out with then I might be able to open up more and not keep everything insode. Well, G2G. Talk lata. Love ya Lots~Me
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Monday, April 11, 2005


I would rather be hated for who I am then loved fo rwho I am not
Hi people! Wuts up? N/T/M/H/J/C/L/A/V! I called Andy last night and had him 3-way my b/f (b/c I am not supposed to talk to him). I tried calling Curtis (b/f) Saturday night but he didn't answer. He was @ a party. OMG! I am gonna make a collage for him and send it to him. I am also writing him a song. For those who knnow what I am talking about, I have the middle finished. Now I have to write the beginning and the end. The thing is I can't get my transitions from the major chords to the minor chords and back again to flow the right way. Well, thats all for now. Till next we meet. Love ya.
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Thursday, April 7, 2005


   I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
Hey peeps! Wuts up? N/T/M/H/J/C/L/A/V! OMG! One of my friends painted my nails this morning! They are like a metallic blue-green color. It's awesome! NEWayz. My dad is the biggest bitch in the world. I used my grandparents cellphone to text my boyfriend. Well, it just so happens that I text him enough to use $62.95 worth of texts. I have to pay them back and now I am grounded for another month. I might not even be able to go to camp this summer either. Well, I have to go. Talk to ya'll later. Lots of Love!
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005


   I would rather be hated for who I am then be loved for who I am not
Hello Friends. How has life been treating you? Okay forget the formalities. Wuts up? N/T/M/H/J/C/L/A/V! I have been bored for the past forever. I think that it's because I know that I have alot of things planned this summer. The most important thing that I have planned is a camp. The Young Musicians Camp is my ticket to complete and total paradise for a week. And the fact that my boyfriend might be coming out here from Texas. I will have fun that week. Not just because my passion is music (mostly opera and classical) but because of my lover. I think that ayou are tired of hearing about my boyfriend so I think I will let you get back to your lives. Talk lata. Love ya Lots.
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Tuesday, April 5, 2005


I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not
Hi peoples! Wuts up? N/T/M/H/J/C/L/A/V! OMG! I am sooooo bored. I think I am going to go insane from not being able to see my boyfriend. I love him so much. Well, g2g. Talk later. Bye.
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Monday, April 4, 2005


   I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
Hi everyone. Wuts up? Nothin here. I asked my boyfriend if he would marry me and he said yeah! I am sooooooooo elated! I love him more than I love life. Well, I just wanted to update you. G2G, love ya lots.
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Friday, April 1, 2005


   I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not (but I would like to be liked anyway)
Hi! Why do you people visit my site but not reply to my entries? I am gay, that i will admit, but I don't bite. I don't discriminate against anyone and I don't pick on anyone. I am one of the most nicest people any of my friends have known (until you piss me off at least).
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This is a poem that I wrote for my current boyfriend. It's called "You're..."
You're that last note that closes
the chord
You're the left hand in
Mendelsshon's "Nocturne"
You're the descant in the
"Hellelujah Chorus"
You're the song the bird sings on
a Spring morning

Yau are the pages in a suspense
book
Always surprising and spontaneous
You're the joke a comedian tells
Funny and entertaining

You're the reason I stay up all
night
Your voice running throught my head
You're the echo after I finish
singing in a great hall
You're the blood running through my
veins

You're the reason I love you

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This is a poem that I wrote for my current boyfriend. It's called "You're..."
You're that last note that closes
the chord
You're the left hand in
Mendelsshon's "Nocturne"
You're the descant in the
"Hellelujah Chorus"
You're the song the bird sings on
a Spring morning

Yau are the pages in a suspense
book
Always surprising and spontaneous
You're the joke a comedian tells
Funny and entertaining

You're the reason I stay up all
night
Your voice running throught my head
You're the echo after I finish
singing in a great hall
You're the blood running through my
veins

You're the reason I love you

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I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not
Hey ppl! Wut's up? N/M/H/J/C/L/A/V! Anywayz. I have done absolutely nothing since yesterday. I am supposed to make a recording of me singing a song for a camp I am going to this Summer but I can't find a song that I sing well eneough to actually persuade them to accept me. I am think about singing "Amazing Grace" but I don't want to sing anything like that. I would rather sing something in a foreign language. Well, I have to go. Talk to all of ya'll later. BTW, I LOVE YOU CITRUS!
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