Sunday, December 10, 2006

Uh, I'm in too weird of a mood for an icon...

<.<>.> I'm kind of depressed/excited today; and I don't really know why. I guess I'm depressed because it's cold, I'm in pain from work, and I just am... *shrugs* I don't have a reason to be in a good mood... I just sort of am... >.> Maybe it's a woman thing... ^_^ I went to buy Christmas presents today! It was hard though, because I had to get up at about 1:00pm and I had a lousy sleep; but we went out to Zellers (Canadian store, sort of like Walmart) and bought kids presents. >.> Then I got upset because I was dead (physically anyhow)... We were going to go out for supper, but no body could agree and my dad got mad that my sisters were being pouty about where they wanted to go... so he freaked out (really, he scared the f*ck out of my Mom) and we went home. -_-; We ended up ordering out Chinese food anyhow; by the time we got home I guess Dad had calmed down. Yeah, that's about it. I just wanted to blab some.

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Saturday, December 2, 2006

   O_o;

OMG My house is haunted! I can hear this squealy noise and I can hear music... or rather, singing voices <.<>.> I've made my webs site very pretty again! <3 www.freewebs.com/changeintime I'm thinking of other things to have there, but it'll be a little while before I make changes, >.> maybe soon because I'm in the mood for HTML. ^_^ My job's been good; I mean, it kills me, but it's something I can live with, heh, and I can choose which days I want to come into work. I took this Thursday off because it's my friend's birthday. >.> She wants to go drinking and I'm being dragged along, even though she knows I won't drink. *shrugs* (back to the original topic) I get overtime after 7.5 hours; I've already got three, but I usually only work four or five hours a day. Oh! It was so funny, I was watching Yugioh! the other day at supper. My mom came in and she sat down and she was watching... even though she constantly complains about the anime watchings... >.> It was the last episode, right after Yugi beats Yami... Yugi was sobbing, Yami was comforting... and my mom says, "OMG, they are gay!" lol I bought Chobits 5 the other day. I usually read them, and then let my sister and friend read them. My sister's been caught up on the internet, so she didn't want to read it right yet. I put the book onto my shelf with the other mangas, I'm sure. Today I was looking at my mangas while talking to my friend and I noticed the lack of five Chobits books... I went on a manga search and it can't be found in my room, or any other place where I might have put it. My conclusion..? My youngest sister stole it; she's been mad, ever since I refused to let her read my mangas after she left one of mine on a plane. Though she did get it back, I still don't trust her with any of them. That's why I think she stole it, and it'll be easy enough to find out. I'll know if it magically turns up somewhere where it shouldn't have been...

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Friday, November 24, 2006

   OMG I can't feel my ass!

T_T I don't want to work anymore, T_T but I get moneys..! MONEYS! >.> I worked 8.5 hours: from 5pm to 8pm and from 11pm to 3:30am... ^_^ I get 1 hour overtime! YAY! I wants all my moneys so I can buy stuff... ^_^ Maybe now I can afford to buy presents for my friends at Christmas! YAAA-- *snore*

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

   OMG!!! ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^

OMG, I got a JOB! lol ^_^ It's got the perfect times for me... ^_^ It's a night job and I already stay up until three or four in the morning. ^_^ I work with my mommy ^_~ lol. According to her I'll get about $9 an hour and they'll probably put me on some easy job so I don't get 'scared away'. @_@ Then I'll get put on the labour intensive crap... >.> joy... ^_^ but now I'll have monies to buy myself all sorts of crap! I've had my eye on several things lately... $~$ ... -_-; Who am I kidding..? I'm so dead! Why, oh, why did I pick such a labouring job..? T_T >.> Beh, I'll know by Friday if I'm really going to be dead. ^_^ I work tomorrow night, so hopefully I won't get to overly shy during this. *anxious* ~_~ Ugh... I still feel sick, I couldn't sleep last night because I couldn't breathe through my nose... >.> and I can't sleep unless my mouth is closed... -_-; I was awake until, at least, three in the morning. T_T I was trying to sleep earlier so I could get better. *mumble, complain* I'm such a brat. O_O; I wonder how I'm going to find time to write..? I usually write before going to bed... but if I get home at four in the morning... -_-; >.> Oh well... ^_^ I'm so proud! I finished another chapter of my story Crooked, so I'll be posting it later, and I've finally got some ideas for Treachery, ^_^ I even got a small creativity boost for my newest child, Mistake (a.k.a. the Marik=rapist story). T_T So much to write, so little time... I'm sorry, my thoughts are all messed up because of my excitement; I doubt that any of that made as much sense as I wanted it to... *_*

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Saturday, November 18, 2006

   Geh, I hate having a cold. T_T

Not much happened today. I just changed my site, a bit a few days ago. I've also started making my own emotion dealies, because the ones here don't show my Lisa-like moods all the time... I usually just use the same three and that's boring. I'm very afraid... my writer's block is SO DEAD, but... O_o; there's only so long that will last before it comes back to life again. T_T I should really be writing more so I can get as much done as possible... >.> but I really feel like drawing and I'm also haveing lots of fun downloading games for my palm! I have lot's that I enjoy doing, but it isn't what I should be doing... not to mention that I go on the internet almost every spare moment. >_< Can't sit on the computer with out it. Geh, that's it, I'm going to go write something! >:D Bye for now... *vanishes in a puff of red smoke that slowly starts killing you* BWAHAHAHAHAHAAA!

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

   WTF? T_T

-_-; I discovered something after yesterday's post. You know how I had horrible writer's block for five months? It was mostly due to the fact that I lost a chapter to one of my stories and I was depressed and I had to start over. I found that missing chapter yesterday on another computer. I forgot that I had copied the files there so I wouldn't lose them... >.> Boy, did that ever work out nice. Well, I suppose this means that I can try to incorperate what I wrote for those chapters into what I have now and maybe I can FINALLY, and completely, move on with my writing. ^_^ Heh, something funny happened to me this morning, but it was also scary. I woke up because the phone rang, but I didn't have time to run out and get it. So I tried to go back to sleep, but about five min. later I can hear the back door open and feet clomping around on the floor up there. So I went to see who was home. When I got to the bottom of the stairs I could hear voices one a girl and the other a boy... I did NOT recognize either voice in my half awake state, but I stuck around to see if I could make it out; I couldn't so I started to move away because the voice was getting louder. They came down the stairs, so I ran and hid in my room and I listened... but I didn't hear anything; so I gathered up my courage (which I'm normally sure I have little of) and I ventured back out into the now empty basement. I went to the stairs and I contemplated going up when the door opened. *gasp!* *shock!* It was my dad! lol T_T He wasn't supposed to be home, but he wasn't feeling well so he left work! This does make me wonder what I would have done if there really were strange people in my house...

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   Wow, I actually LEFT THE HOUSE! OMFG!

lol I went to my friend's house for the first time in like three weeks; I was being anti-social and all I did was enjoy my beloved internet! ^_^ We talked about boys and I realized that a certain boy actually liked me from grade five to grade nine... T_T I was so mean, he asked me out on a date but I didn't believe him. He pestered me until I said yes, but only if my friend could come; she couldn't, so I didn't go. Now, three years later, I actually realized that he DID like me; I'm pretty oblivious when it comes to things like that. Now my friend wants to set us up together, but I told her not to; I am too anti-social to go out with someone and, frankly, I like it that way. My friend was playing with her cell phone right in front of me, and now I want one; but I need a job... but I'm happy being a lazy free-loader... >.> I need to seriously get a life. Maybe one day I'll take my own damn advice. -_-; But the one place I might have felt comfortable working is only hiring Indian imigrants currently who, my Mom says, can barely understand English and aren't exactly safe to work with. *shrugs* I need to be motivated... Oh, I drew something the other day and I'm going to color it on the comp, but I'm doing something for my sister right now, so I have hurry and finish it. ^_^ Maybe I can post her drawing up here, if she lets me. It looks really cool, and I'm proud! Must... slave... away... make cool... DRAWING! ^_^ Ta Ta! <3 *giggles*

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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

   lol, I'm such a bitch! ~~Happy Halloween~~

The greatest thing just happened! Though I'm kind of ashamed and I admit I freaked out, but it was funny. My younger sister (D) and the youngest (T) have been having problems due to the youngest stealing the other's friend (A). Naturally, it hurts when your friend stops calling for you to talk to a younger, and more rude being. Basically, my entire family doesn't like A anymore but, obviously, T. Me and D have been trying to get back at A for a while so we decided to just give her a granola bar instead of the full-sized chocolate bars that everyone else got. ^_^ (We're bitches) T and some other kid were in the bathroom fixing their costumes, or something, when I noticed A just taking bars from the bin. I freaked out and started cussing at her while both my parents were there, I would have probably given her an actual candy bar if she'd have asked; but she just took and I HATE THIEVES. (Unless it's Bakura ^_~) Yeah... ^_^ But according to D I'm "So cool" lol. The best thing was that I didn't get in trouble, for basically kicking T and her party of loser friends out of the house with my colorful language. ^~^ Heh, normally I'm not this mean; but I hated seeing D so upset over this and T not even trying to understand why her stealing A's friendship hurt D. I just, have to protect my D ^_^ she's pretty much my best friend, afterall, and she doesn't really stand up for herself. ~~Ahem!~~ Anyhow, *trying to calm down* I'm very, very, proud I've FINALLY finished the first chapter to my story "Mistake" (with Marik the rapist ^_~ lol) and this time, I'm not going to lose it, and I'm actually going to continue with it. I'm finally satisfied with it and I'm going to continue with Chapter Two. ^_^ I'm so on a roll! <333 ~~Happy Halloween!~~ <333 PS- Sorry if that top part didn't make sense, I can't think when I'm angry; and I also just used the first letter of their names, it's not my right to go giving out their names... -_-; even though I do it sometimes, anyhow.

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Saturday, October 28, 2006

   I'm depressed, but at least my writer's block is dead! ^_^

I have horrible problems with killing my own pride. For about three weeks I was actually drawing everyday. It was nice, I loved them; but then, it was like I woke up. I still sort of like them, but I've discouraged myself. I always do that, thought I might just be depressed... again... if it weren't for the fact that I'm so obsessed I'd probably stop going on the internet too. I feel like I'm somehow annoying people, it's hard to tell when you can't actually see the people you talk to and, well, I feel like I'm being just barely tollerated. Wow I am SO optimistic. *rolls eyes* On a less depressing note, I've FINALLY been able to start work on my fan fictions again! YAY! I wrote like three chapters (two have been posted) on my story "Do as I say" and I'm working on "Crooked" ^_^ My writer's block is relatively dead! YAY! -_-; I think in order to kill it more I have to read some kind of rape story for Ryou, those always get my mind a-tickin'. Ryou doesn't like it though. lol

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Saturday, October 21, 2006

   FINALLY! *dances around like a mad-woman*

I FINALLY, FINALLY, have UNBLOCKED internet! *huggles the computer* This is my new life! *worships* lol. Surprisingly, I have yet to actually visit a naughty Yaoi site... uh... since the unblockage! ^~^; Hee hee. ^_~ I've gone to You-tube though. I was watching random yugioh yaoi videos when, for some reason, I started watching Jou x Mai ones! OMG! HET! O_o; Yeah, I was very confused and disturbed... but now I want to read/write about them... ^_^ ...they still can't be as cute as Ryou-chan though! *glomps him* I wuvs Ryou-chan! So yeah, now I can ACTUALLY go on the internet at normal hours like a NORMAL human being. Perhaps, in time, I will shed my nocturnal ways and live my life amoung the living. Probably not. <.<>.> *whispers* I can't sleep at night anymore! >~<; It's scary! *whimpers* Oh, and you may, or may not, have noticed my slightly organized post. I don't feel like I'm writing like a three-year-old anymore, things just seem to be flowing together. It's probably my imagination and exhaustion mixed with a dash of dyhydration... Speaking of delirium, I had an odd daydream/nightmare the other day... it's too annoying to explain in full; you'd have to be aware of several things in order to understand why it's so creepy... but I'll say it's probably one of the scariest things that ever happened to me, while I was awake... O_O; Aside from all that, I'm STILL drawing! OMG! For about three weeks I've been drawing something every single day. I don't normally spend longer than a week! I'm proud! ^_^ I think I just might post up my fan comic up somewhere... just not here. It'd be too... inapproriate for most, if not all, viewers. *giggles* Hmm... I'm sleepy now... *snore*

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