Wednesday, June 14, 2006

   Oh, so excited!

Yesterday was my very last day of school... but I still have to finish my darned Math exam (Is so worried of failure) stupid exams... Well, let's see. I've done so many NOT DEPRESSING things! On Friday I did a whole lot of things. In my computer class we have been making these stupid videos with Windows Movie maker. I didn't know what to make so I just jumbled together a bunch of pictures... Well most of them ended up being nature actually... mainly because anyone who likes anime is considered a loser... *fumes* Anyhow, my very last picture was anime anyhow. Most likely I'll never see them again after exams... but yeah. ^_~ The great thing was that it's a picture of Ryou giving Bakura a big kiss on the cheak and the caption I used was "and here's a cute little kiss to end this dumb video" *giggles* It was funny though because I don't think anyone noticed that they were both boys (I think Ryou's arm obstructed chest view) and it was even more funny because this guy said it was an awesome picture... probably because of the anime (he's one of the few people who isn't anti-anime)... I just about made a comment about him being gay but I decided not to. >.> I'm too shy... *blush* Anyhow, after that I went home with one of my friends to make a cake for my foods project, the cake pencil that I probably mentioned before. I had so much fun making the icing. I colored it purple and yellow and pink... though it took hours to do and by the time I was finihed I felt like chopping my legs off. T_T But I had lots of tasty sugary cake to make things better! Oh! And today I wrote the first part of my Math exam and I did great! I'd feel better about the exam if it weren't for the fact that Mr.B just had to say that what we just finished writing was only 1/4 of the exam. T_T I was counting more on that because I really suck at Finances (mainly due to teacher stupidity from gr.11. I spent all of that unit trying to learn what my teacher failed to teach last year.) Also, I suck at vectors (I missed half the unit) and we just finished doing... some unit which I can't recall what it was called... but I could barely comprehend that. Let's see... that's all for school for today, but I came home and made cupcakes so that all the leftover icing from the cake could be used up... and then when there was just a little bit left over I ATE IT! ^_^ Probably 2 tbsp of icings JUST ICING! *drool* That's not the worst though... >.> On Sunday we had chocolate icing... I ate probably about 1/2 cup of it... I was in severe back pain. It's still killing me I have to lean to the left to relieve the pain. I guess I'll have to get a chiropractic appointment. T_T pain... ^_^ I'm also excited because I made my own anime character that I can actually keep consistant and he's so adoreable! *huggles* All my other characters still suck though... I wonder what makes this one special? I also drew another cute little guy... but I can't draw him the same again. WOE IS ME! T_T I'll have to post a pic of my good character... GAH! T_T Must study more for stupid math exam! *dies*

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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

   Too whiny for her own good.

ARGH! I really suck when it comes to writing exams. I attempted to answer reading response questions and I couldn't answer them properly. I had to write a story about imagination, which was ok, I guess. I still think it sucks, but I know I'm just being a whiny little b*tch. T_T and I haven't been able to write any of my fan fictions. I've been so worried about my exams and actually finishing projects and final homework assignments. I WANT TO WRITE! *sob, sob* Well, school's over on the 12th of 13th of next week so I'm so very excited! YEAH! ^_^ *dances*

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

   In a good mood! FINALLY!

You know I had one of those crazy days on... O_o; The day of my last post... whenever that happened. Monday? (too lazy to check) But it's all good! It's the cause of my wonderfully good mood now! It's really funny when I look back on it, but I bet if I had been laughed at then I would have brutally murdered someone. lol I went home for lunch and I broke a plate. ^_^ It was one of my favorite plates and we only have two left... so being as "sick" as I was... I cried. lol I cried over a plate. Then I went to school and the stupid people who like to stand in front of the doors were being extra dumb. I came up the steps and this one girl was holding the doors closed. So I tried to wait patiently, it's hard though; I already have a lousy temper and being "sick" doesn't help. -_-; She was talking to one of her other friends and she said "I'm not letting anyone in until (insert random name here) gets here." I can't remember the damn name... but when she said that I got really pissed off and I grabbed the door and pulled it open against her and I got inside! There's no way I'm going to be late to class because she doesn't know that 1) doors are for walking though, she's bound to get hit and shoved around if she's dumb enough to block a doorway. 2) She's not a teacher so she doesn't have the right to prevent anyone entry. I suppose I could have just asked her to move but manners are wasted on idiots, plus, I know for a fact that she wouldn't have moved. Anyhow, I spent the next class preventing myself from crying, though I couldn't work on my darn project anyhow. Then I went to my next class where I got this project in my foods class. We have to design a grad cake and do a crap load of research. That got me even more depressed so through that class I cried but my friend Julie made me feel better! ^_^ We're making a cake that we're going to shape like a pencil it'll be iced in school colors... kind of... I don't think gold icing is possible. *shrugs* Oh! And the pencil is going to be broken into two halves. The teacher said that the person (or partners) with the best cake will be allowed to remake it for grad. I don't mean to sound full of myself, but I'm pretty sure that mine and Julie's will be one of the best, if not the best. Most of the people in that class are just there for an easy credit, the only people I'm worried about is Courtney and her partner and maybe Jamie and the Mexican girl (I think her name is Fernanda... I'm not sure.) The others will probably either not do it or come up with something completely stupid... like ninjas or something. Well... there's nothing wrong with ninjas... but it's supposed to be for grad... Oh! ^_^ and I've been working more on my sister's comic. I haven't actually posted much, but I realized how bad the first two pages looked, so I'm making the next two look a whole lot better, and then I'll have to go back and fix the old ones. I'm really happy with it's look! I'm using the same grey-scale idea as I did with my Merged drawing. It takes a really long time, but it looks really good! I just realized that I forgot the whole maning of this post! I'M HAPPY! ^_^ And it's because I had that nice cry... it would have been better if my mom would have let me stay home when I asked her before returning to school... Oh well! HAPPY! *dances and returns to other things a happy Lisa would do*

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

   ARGH!

I have so much to complain about... it seems that's all I ever do, but that's the only thing that's remotely interesting... What is with teachers? Why do they all decide to unload thousands of project during the final month of school? WHY? Why not do something smart like spreading them throughout the year? *sigh* So much evil. I have probably around 10 projects, most are due in two weeks (or less) the rest are due at the end of the year. -_-; Why can't they just let us study and do homework? Isn't that enough? ARGH! I hate exams. Something good! I can read! ^_^ Well, one of my projects is to choose a novel from the teacher's collection of books and read it. I have to respond to it... so far my choice isn't too bad, the words are just really small and I can't read in class. I get uncomfortable when I try to get comfy in those annoying desks. I don't really have time to continue complaining though, I'm in Math and I have a project to do... stupid projects... T_T

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Sunday, April 30, 2006

   Happy Lisa! ^_^

What a refreshing weekend! ^_^ I sat around and did nothing! YAY! The only thing that makes me sad is the stupid Hamlet Essay that I have to work on. T_T Oh well. It's not that bad... *cough* Let's see... I got this idea for a new Yugioh! fan fiction... though I won't be putting it up for a while, but I've started working on it. ^_^ I've already written chapter four... the rough copy... I'll probably rewrite it sevral more times before posting it. It already sucks (grammer and spelling wise). ^_^ I posted the first page of my sister's comic for her! ^_^ It's all colored and pretty... though it's in pencil crayon because that's the kind of coloring I do. Though I've recently discovered that I can actually enhance color on her drawings... thought it's not very good. :( Can't even make brown. *pouts* Oh well. Here's the link to my sister's comic: Illusion Like I said, there's only one page so yeah you get to suffer. It's mostly my fault though. ^_^ She's already drawn four pages. I've only finished two... but I do have a lot more work than her. I've got to darken her lines, shade (or color), scan, resize, add text, and then post. lol

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Friday, April 21, 2006

   Sick, tired, and just all around dead.

YAY! MORE COMPLAINING! -_-; Today was just one of those day where you wake up and don't want to get out of bed, and then by the end of the day you realize how right you were. >.> Not that anything exceedingly terrible happened, it's not like I can say my life is ruined, so it's all good. I just came home and then cried because my sister was sick and couldn't move and my mom was on the phone. Yeah, stupid reason to cry. lol ^_^ On the bright side, I got my report card back and I actually went up in the class with my stupid, hateful LA teacher. I went from 61% to 68%. It's a marvelous achievement. -_-; The most annoying thing is the comments that teachers leave. She left the comment, 'capable of improvement'! The only way that would happen would be if I were willing to spend every waking moment doing LA homework; that's not ever going to happen. Alos, it's not like it would kill her to not treat us like we're smarter than we are. I don't want to be treated like a two year old, but it'd be nice if she used language that I wouldn't have to look up in the dictionary. I AM NOT A DICTIONARY! And she's not one of those teachers that you can go up and ask for help. She talks down to me. ^_^ I have 95% in Cooking! ^_^ I had the highest mark in my cooking group... probably because at the begining of class when everyone is sitting at the table talking I'm up getting supplies. *shrugs* And even *I* don't believe how pushy I am in that class. O_o; It's odd how shy I am everywhere else, but in my foods class I'm demanding. My dialect includes: "JULIE GET ME 1/3 cup of flour!" or "TRISTEN, grate the cheese!" or "COURTNEY, get the food from the oven!" ... I can't actually get the food from the oven myself... <.<>.> I'm afraid of ovens and heat sources. lol Twice in that class I've freaked out over the tea kettle. lol I was leaning agains the counter and it started to whistle, then I noticed the steam. I was: O_O; AH! Then I jumpped away. Ovens... my one true weakness... and fear... as well as spiders and bugs. >_< SO CREEPY! MORE GOOD NEWS! ^_^ My sister and I are starting a web comic, though it's mostly hers. She's got the drawings and the story line, I'm just going to be shading it or coloring it. I'll add the speach bubbles and post them up for her. My sister draws better than me. I'm too picky. If there's one minor error I go all crazy and erase half of the drawing just to fix it, though I'm better than her at some things. Because of my perfectionism (if that's a word...) I can notive things that she does wrong and help her. lol I couldn't stand that she did the first page without a ruler. DROVE ME MAD! lol, so she'd go my ruler now. ... I have a feeling I'm starting WAY too many projects... oh well. ARG! I also have this really annoying song stuck in my head. Don't know who sings it, but GEEZ! Does she have to sound like a man? Does she have to moan at the end of the damn corus? It's one of those songs that you'd rather suffer self-inflicted brain damage than have it stuck there replaying in your mind. What's worse is the fact that I can't just shut the radio off. -_-; Crazy Art class actually likes the stupid song... EVEN WORSE THAN THAT! The song frequently uses the word 'crazy' and every time I think of the word the song starts playing in the back of my mind with that DAMN ANNOYING MOAN! >_<; O_o; Sorry, I'm finished complaining. By the way, sorry for any horrible spelling or grammer, my fingers can't hit the keys half the time without hitting fifty others. Today sucks...

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Sunday, April 16, 2006

   Very Paranoid.

-_-; Today was such a nice day out so I decided to go outside -_-; But I didn't have very good clothes. So I took a pair of pants where the crotch got split half way down and used the ever-handy safety pins to hold that in place so I could go outside... in a bright red sweater. Once I was finally settled on the stairs with my GameBoy I was swarmed by mosquitos (or maybe it was just one?) Then this other bug landed on my leg. It kind of looked like a wasp, though it wasn't, but I still freaked out and I didn't move for about two minuets before running in the house. Yadda, Yadda, normal day... then I watched America's most wanted and -_-; that show always makes me thing some killer is going to come into my house and, well, kill me. THEN I settled down to go on the internet when I spotted a spider on the wall by my computer! >_< I hate those stupid things! I'm so damn freaked out by them. -_-; Due to all three of those things mentioned I'll probably be paranoid of bugs or spiders somehow getting in my bed or killers/rapists out to get me. -_-; I'm too darn influenced by the stupidest things. ^_^ But here's somthing good: I've had this idea for a while for an actual novel. ^_^ Something outside of fan fiction, which is all I've been able to write for two years. It was supposed to be a comic, but I can't draw well enough to do that. I also can't really stay focused enough to be able to patiently draw something. So I either have to find someone to draw for me, or I have to write it all out as a story. Which is what I've finally decided to do. I think it's time I tried going back to using my own characters rather than borrowing poor Ryou to torture endlessly. Maybe, if I can ever get over the stupid writer's block I had on the comic script, this story of mine might be the first novel I ever publish. I hope I don't get to stupid with it like I have before with my other crapy works.

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Sunday, April 9, 2006

   Tired... always tired...

I did lots of things today! ^_^ I woke up and our neighbor was over so that we could get the new laundry devices in the basement, but I didn't know that he was coming over so... -_-; It was like 1:30 in the afternoon and I got out of bed to do my normal morning crap only I couldn't go to the bathroom because the laundry room is also the bathroom... so I had to go upstairs. I didn't even have time to fully wake up before my mom comes up to me and tells me that I have to watch the neighbor's kid while she takes my younger sister to get her hair done. (She died it in blond streaks, it looks dumb, I think.) Anyhow, I spent some time with the kid, Ryan, and he wanted to go over to his house. The only way to do that would be to go to the edge of the street and go around. He started going to the street and this big Semi Truck comes down the street I was like: O_O; HOLY F***! Of course I didn't way that. But I pulled the kid back even though he wasn't anywhere near the road yet. lol I'm too paranoid. Then we went into his yard and played a little there. Then I got to come home and write! ^_^ YAY! I have my creativity back fully now that stupid winter and it's evil horrors are gone! At around four we were supposed to go out for supper at the church of my dad's friend, but my sister still wasn't back from the hair dresser. So my dad got all angry (he gets upset over the stupidest things sometimes) and called the hair dresser. Then my sister came home with her awful looking hair, I must say that I was embarassed to look at it. (I'm so mean!) Finally at around quarter after four we were able to leave and my dad continued to complain about how they should have been back on time. Not much happened on the drive there, except I calmed my dad down pretty quick. Then we got there and had chinese food. There was this silent auction and my sister and I both got 5 tickets for it, but then she wanted to buy more so she went to borrow money from dad. All he had was twenty so he gave it to her so she could by five dollars worth. O_O; She bought the whole twent dollars! My dad was so pissed! -_-; She didn't even win anything! She is paying him back but he's still mad about it. On the way home, after more ranting from my dad over my sister's money habbits, we ended up talking about what to do for my 18th birthday. I could have a huge party thrown... which is out of the question because I'm pretty anti-social, I could go to a bar... but I'd probably drink half a glass if any at all -_-; I don't need to kill my brain thanks, I could go to a gay bar! ^_~ lol He was just kidding about that though. The only thing that sounded interesting was going on a mini trip type thing with my friends and family. That'd be great for me. Poor anti-social Lisa and her friends and family on a trip somewhere in Canada! WOOHOO! Ok, so it's nothing to get overly thrilled about, but I'd enjoy it I'm sure. Anyhow, I then came home and well, did regular Saturday night things. I watched TV and now here I am, on the internet posting crap about my life and playing Spider Solitare. O_o; -_-; Don't laugh at me! T_T *falls asleep on the key board*

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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

   ZzZzZzZz

-_-; Oh, Dear god! What sort of sick, twisted, midless, lunatic would make it so the last day of Spring Break is the same day they set the damned clocks forward? WHO!? Certainly someone who's not in their right mind! *fumes* Yesterday I got less than five hours of sleep and today I got less than six. -_-; I would have been more prepared if it weren't for this! I'd probably have gotten less than seven, which I can live off of without being cranky... for the most part. With six I'm a bitch (which you might have noticed) and with less than five I'm too utterly insane to know what's going on. -_-; To make matters worse I can't even retain any information in my head. We were learning something about circles and radians in math and I can't even remember half of what he was trying to teach us. I keep yawning and stretching and my back hurts now, and I just went to the freaking chiropractor yesterday. Oh, gee, I need to say something cheerful! ^_^ I'm making t-shirt prints in my art class! ^_^ I drew some wings and then under that I wanted to write my username from ff.net (since nobody will see it half the time anyhow) but it wouldn't fit! DARN THE LONG NAMES! ^_^ Anyhow, so I just wrote 'Crazy-Chan' instead. *gasp!* Oh! And the wings had little hearts on the tip... *shrugs* Maybe once I get the time I'll draw an original anime character with the shirt on... Maybe... I'll probably forget... I'm going to use the sime color for the print as my background on here! I just adore this color! ^_^ pinkorange, or whatever... ^_^

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Saturday, April 1, 2006

   YAY!

^_^ I changed my icon! RYOU IS CUTE! *huggles Ryou* I'm slightly annoyed at my younger sister too... -_-; She wants to have a sleepover with a friend and she has to call back... -_-; The line's been busy there for the last hour and she's still bugging me to get off to call her friend. I would have given up and waited for my friend to call. If her stupid friend doesn't call then obviously the sleepover doesn't mean that much to her. -_-; Stupid younger siblinigs...

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