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-_-; Today was such a nice day out so I decided to go outside -_-; But I didn't have very good clothes. So I took a pair of pants where the crotch got split half way down and used the ever-handy safety pins to hold that in place so I could go outside... in a bright red sweater.
Once I was finally settled on the stairs with my GameBoy I was swarmed by mosquitos (or maybe it was just one?) Then this other bug landed on my leg. It kind of looked like a wasp, though it wasn't, but I still freaked out and I didn't move for about two minuets before running in the house.
Yadda, Yadda, normal day... then I watched America's most wanted and -_-; that show always makes me thing some killer is going to come into my house and, well, kill me.
THEN I settled down to go on the internet when I spotted a spider on the wall by my computer! >_< I hate those stupid things! I'm so damn freaked out by them.
-_-; Due to all three of those things mentioned I'll probably be paranoid of bugs or spiders somehow getting in my bed or killers/rapists out to get me. -_-; I'm too darn influenced by the stupidest things.
^_^ But here's somthing good: I've had this idea for a while for an actual novel. ^_^ Something outside of fan fiction, which is all I've been able to write for two years. It was supposed to be a comic, but I can't draw well enough to do that. I also can't really stay focused enough to be able to patiently draw something. So I either have to find someone to draw for me, or I have to write it all out as a story. Which is what I've finally decided to do. I think it's time I tried going back to using my own characters rather than borrowing poor Ryou to torture endlessly.
Maybe, if I can ever get over the stupid writer's block I had on the comic script, this story of mine might be the first novel I ever publish. I hope I don't get to stupid with it like I have before with my other crapy works. |
Very Paranoid.