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Friday, February 9, 2007
 two tears
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Alright folks so I’m 20, 21 in August and I’m a College student long before VV I was on here often chatting with some of the most amazing people the otaku world had to offer we still have some of the awesome folk but not many most people moved to VV but I don’t rightly like those folks so I stay here….kinda….ANY WAY
I like anime, card games, movies, video games, and music my favorite rock band is Linkin park my favorite rap artist is Snoop dogg or Ice Cube leaning towards the Cube and my favorite j-rock artist is Nightmare.
I like to read so don't diss books in front of me its annoying annnnnnd lets see well I don't talk much because I’ve basically given up on the world people usually just annoy me. Well thats about it if you have any questions just ask
 
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i shed two tears
but only when im alone
it cleanses me of my fears
and now i feel empty
all i feel is pain
pain that wont end
like everlasting rain
taunting me forever
i don't need a gun
to read me of my fears
or the edge of a blade
all i need is two tears
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Thursday, February 8, 2007
 oh man im still sick........school is gonna be a bitch
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Alright folks so I’m 20, 21 in August and I’m a College student long before VV I was on here often chatting with some of the most amazing people the otaku world had to offer we still have some of the awesome folk but not many most people moved to VV but I don’t rightly like those folks so I stay here….kinda….ANY WAY
I like anime, card games, movies, video games, and music my favorite rock band is Linkin park my favorite rap artist is Snoop dogg or Ice Cube leaning towards the Cube and my favorite j-rock artist is Nightmare.
I like to read so don't diss books in front of me its annoying annnnnnd lets see well I don't talk much because I’ve basically given up on the world people usually just annoy me. Well thats about it if you have any questions just ask
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id post something but im so upset i can't think of a single thing to say since i can't think of anything here read this (note: i did not write this I REPEAT I DID NOT WRITE THIS)
this is GUY TALKING...
IT'S 7TH GRADE...
I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...
IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...
My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...
IT'S SENIOR YEAR...
The day before prom... She walked to my locker... "My date is sick" she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade... We made a promise that if neiter of us had dates... We'd go together just as "best friends"... And so we did...
IT'S PROM NIGHT...
After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to telll her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...
IT'S GRADUATION DAY...
A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...
IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...
Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now... I watched her say "I do" an drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wantd her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...
YEARS PASSED...
I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"... At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... "I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried...
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Wednesday, February 7, 2007
 ugh still sick
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Alright folks so I’m 20, 21 in August and I’m a College student long before VV I was on here often chatting with some of the most amazing people the otaku world had to offer we still have some of the awesome folk but not many most people moved to VV but I don’t rightly like those folks so I stay here….kinda….ANY WAY
I like anime, card games, movies, video games, and music my favorite rock band is Linkin park my favorite rap artist is Snoop dogg or Ice Cube leaning towards the Cube and my favorite j-rock artist is Nightmare.
I like to read so don't diss books in front of me its annoying annnnnnd lets see well I don't talk much because I’ve basically given up on the world people usually just annoy me. Well thats about it if you have any questions just ask
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im sick and i had to stay home again i need to get better or im gonna fail this semester and i think im going to start what i will call yestardays funny story sometimes it may be funny other times it may not be but when im bored my mind just goes off on a tangent.
Yestardays funny story: in class i was looking around the room and i was thinking to myself wow shes cute oh hey shes cute to then i thought when i look at a girl what do i look at hmm hair eyes and their body then i was like oh yeah my teacher is a girl huh so i looked at the teacher and i was like AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOO but luckly i didn't scream it out loud i just sorta had a mind black out............well thats what i was doing with my free time in chemistry
yep looks like thats it for today
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Tuesday, February 6, 2007
 ugh
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Alright folks so I’m 20, 21 in August and I’m a College student long before VV I was on here often chatting with some of the most amazing people the otaku world had to offer we still have some of the awesome folk but not many most people moved to VV but I don’t rightly like those folks so I stay here….kinda….ANY WAY
I like anime, card games, movies, video games, and music my favorite rock band is Linkin park my favorite rap artist is Snoop dogg or Ice Cube leaning towards the Cube and my favorite j-rock artist is Nightmare.
I like to read so don't diss books in front of me its annoying annnnnnd lets see well I don't talk much because I’ve basically given up on the world people usually just annoy me. Well thats about it if you have any questions just ask
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i don't have much to say today but now people are getting depressed all over the place and some of them are my friends and one of them wants to be all helpful and shit if i wanted to talk about my problems i would tell people but i don't cause i would rather keep them to myself why might you ask because its part of my whole solitude barrier thing nothing gets in nothing gets out i like it that way
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Monday, February 5, 2007
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Alright folks so I’m 20, 21 in August and I’m a College student long before VV I was on here often chatting with some of the most amazing people the otaku world had to offer we still have some of the awesome folk but not many most people moved to VV but I don’t rightly like those folks so I stay here….kinda….ANY WAY
I like anime, card games, movies, video games, and music my favorite rock band is Linkin park my favorite rap artist is Snoop dogg or Ice Cube leaning towards the Cube and my favorite j-rock artist is Nightmare.
I like to read so don't diss books in front of me its annoying annnnnnd lets see well I don't talk much because I’ve basically given up on the world people usually just annoy me. Well thats about it if you have any questions just ask
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im back now my body started freaking out when i was in class so during passing period i went to the nurse and then called home
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gosh
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Alright folks so I’m 20, 21 in August and I’m a College student long before VV I was on here often chatting with some of the most amazing people the otaku world had to offer we still have some of the awesome folk but not many most people moved to VV but I don’t rightly like those folks so I stay here….kinda….ANY WAY
I like anime, card games, movies, video games, and music my favorite rock band is Linkin park my favorite rap artist is Snoop dogg or Ice Cube leaning towards the Cube and my favorite j-rock artist is Nightmare.
I like to read so don't diss books in front of me its annoying annnnnnd lets see well I don't talk much because I’ve basically given up on the world people usually just annoy me. Well thats about it if you have any questions just ask
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i don't have much time to post and i feel sick im ok but then i feel sick my head hurts my eyes water and my stomach hurts but 5mins. later its like nothing happened it really sucks
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Sunday, February 4, 2007
 a bitter sweet sunday
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Alright folks so I’m 20, 21 in August and I’m a College student long before VV I was on here often chatting with some of the most amazing people the otaku world had to offer we still have some of the awesome folk but not many most people moved to VV but I don’t rightly like those folks so I stay here….kinda….ANY WAY
I like anime, card games, movies, video games, and music my favorite rock band is Linkin park my favorite rap artist is Snoop dogg or Ice Cube leaning towards the Cube and my favorite j-rock artist is Nightmare.
I like to read so don't diss books in front of me its annoying annnnnnd lets see well I don't talk much because I’ve basically given up on the world people usually just annoy me. Well thats about it if you have any questions just ask
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i spent the night at my friends house and it was awesome ice cream cake pizza xbox360 demo games DDR guitar hero billards and pool fooze ball table but his basement was freezing but it all was so awesome and when everbody but me E*** and the b-day boy were left the next day we played super smash bros and at first i kept losing but then i got my groove back and started winning and when they jumped me i won again it so fun them my mom got me and took me home where THE NINTENDO WII was waiting for me i was so happy and still am but my bro was flakeing out on the whole world its so annoying but hes getting better why was he flakeing out you might ask because he wasn't first to use the wii i put everyones name on a piece of paper and ripped it up balled it up and but it in my pouch and had my sis pull it out i was first and he was second no ones name was in there twice or anything thats just how it went and he didn't like it but today is a new day and i am also going to go get another wii nunchuk and THE LEGEND OF ZELDA TWILIGHT PRINCESS gosh the wii is great
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Friday, February 2, 2007
 there
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Alright folks so I’m 20, 21 in August and I’m a College student long before VV I was on here often chatting with some of the most amazing people the otaku world had to offer we still have some of the awesome folk but not many most people moved to VV but I don’t rightly like those folks so I stay here….kinda….ANY WAY
I like anime, card games, movies, video games, and music my favorite rock band is Linkin park my favorite rap artist is Snoop dogg or Ice Cube leaning towards the Cube and my favorite j-rock artist is Nightmare.
I like to read so don't diss books in front of me its annoying annnnnnd lets see well I don't talk much because I’ve basically given up on the world people usually just annoy me. Well thats about it if you have any questions just ask
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well i won't be back till sunday cause like i said before im going to go hang out with my friends cause its one of the dudes b-day so thats how its going down but i did write something yestarday and i posted it as a second post im not sure how or why i wrote it it just sort of happened well thats all i must be off now i have to make sure all of my homework is in order oh and i got some sleep
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Thursday, February 1, 2007
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Alright folks so I’m 20, 21 in August and I’m a College student long before VV I was on here often chatting with some of the most amazing people the otaku world had to offer we still have some of the awesome folk but not many most people moved to VV but I don’t rightly like those folks so I stay here….kinda….ANY WAY
I like anime, card games, movies, video games, and music my favorite rock band is Linkin park my favorite rap artist is Snoop dogg or Ice Cube leaning towards the Cube and my favorite j-rock artist is Nightmare.
I like to read so don't diss books in front of me its annoying annnnnnd lets see well I don't talk much because I’ve basically given up on the world people usually just annoy me. Well thats about it if you have any questions just ask
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He walks among everyone as goes his daily routine silently working in obscurity. For years he lives this way working in pure silence and one day he looks up and begins watch and soon he begins to listen. He works and watches still in silence and as days turn to weeks and weeks turn to months he begins to hate. He begins to hate everything he sees and hears. Just the thought of their happy faces makes his stomach turn and as he watches he begins to shy away from the light covering himself darkness and locking himself away in everlasting silence and solitude
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 ugh
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Alright folks so I’m 20, 21 in August and I’m a College student long before VV I was on here often chatting with some of the most amazing people the otaku world had to offer we still have some of the awesome folk but not many most people moved to VV but I don’t rightly like those folks so I stay here….kinda….ANY WAY
I like anime, card games, movies, video games, and music my favorite rock band is Linkin park my favorite rap artist is Snoop dogg or Ice Cube leaning towards the Cube and my favorite j-rock artist is Nightmare.
I like to read so don't diss books in front of me its annoying annnnnnd lets see well I don't talk much because I’ve basically given up on the world people usually just annoy me. Well thats about it if you have any questions just ask
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ya i might not be on again im pressed for time as it is
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