myOtaku.com: shred

i listened to the pod cast and ichigo of the podcast gave away the ending of the new harry potter book first i was furious i could have walked out side killed some random person and ate a sandwich but then i was on the verge of tears and then i was in utter confusion and after that i was in total denial and its just a horrible vicious cycle that won't stop do you know how long i waited for this book and i don't even have it yet....and he just gave it away........im gone......i.......i..................i.................i........can't.......think even.....its like the last thing i had to look foward to.............i hate the world so much.....and now......i hate it even more.........ive lost a piece of myself...i fought so hard......and i lost........spoiled.........like old milk in your last bowl of froot loops.......there isn't any more cereal.....and my milk is spoiled.........its all gone.......ive lost it all............now what.........it must be a lie no way the whole book would be posted on the net.....what kind of sick person would do that.....I'LL KILL EM!!......there it goes again.......man this rant is long.......i think i'll let my bleeding soul drip some where else for now..........damn i hate people