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Saturday, November 1, 2008


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Alright folks so I’m 20, 21 in August and I’m a College student long before VV I was on here often chatting with some of the most amazing people the otaku world had to offer we still have some of the awesome folk but not many most people moved to VV but I don’t rightly like those folks so I stay here….kinda….ANY WAY I like anime, card games, movies, video games, and music my favorite rock band is Linkin park my favorite rap artist is Snoop dogg or Ice Cube leaning towards the Cube and my favorite j-rock artist is Nightmare. I like to read so don't diss books in front of me its annoying annnnnnd lets see well I don't talk much because I’ve basically given up on the world people usually just annoy me. Well thats about it if you have any questions just ask








im going crazy im gonna pick a direction and start walking i might come back but it depends on how i feel

~update~

came back told my sister i would

~update 2~

I think i can express how im feeling now....

So this is what happened:

My parents have marital issues and two days ago according to my mother my father declared he wanted to leave us to be with some other female he met at work so today while im at work pullin a can and what have you my mom tells me to call her before going home so a few mins later when i make it back inside the building to clock out and head home i get another call from my mom and one from my dad one from my sis and 2 more from my mom both my parents want the car so i leave the car at the church and call my mom and see if they are still trying to bring me into it and my mom goes on about how its seriously over and how i have to choose and thats the first time i snapped ive never yelled like that in public before but today i did yelled and punched the near by fence telling her she can't make me choose a parent and that i wouldn't she hung up and i walked home my dad was there and as i entered the house i dropped the keys in front of him and right then my mom found the car he had the keys and she had the car eventually he found the car and when my mom gets home she accuses me of choosing my dad over her and then i snapped a second time i screamed...no words just screamed....at first it was out of anger but then it was just pain ive never been so hurt before it still hurts i feel horrible so then she came back to "console" me and i told her to leave me alone it wasn't really consoling any how especially after she told me i was useless so then i got the psp added some music and left but not for long because my dad had my cell phone (i ended up giving him the phone so he could call my mom) so i came home to call and tell him i wanted it back then my mom told me i couldn't leave again cause she's taking the 400 dollars i have left over from my college check to buy a new car so im still in the house then she pulls up a blog my dad wrote on myspace and i told her i dont' wanna read it and she tells me she needs my help and i can't turn my back on her and i told if she wants something i'll help her but im never ever ever getting involved ever again and it looked like it upset her but i don't really care i'll probably check back and come to the cb and everything later but if you want to talk text the cell bye

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