Tuesday, August 1, 2006

   gone
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hey well my friend left today for canada she is my best friend so yeah very bord now no one to call and bug half to death. Well today my mom got mad at us again i let the dogs in like she said and they ended up making the whole house dirty which i clean but they were still not dry and it ended up getting messy again. well before that she was mad at me for ignoring her this weekend which made me mad becuase i had a good reason i was like real sick this weekend and everytime i aet something i think i amost hurled it back up every time and i was exusted becuase of that so i slept alot. god she's a witch i hate her but yeah. but i'm happy now i can eat solid foods with out feeling sick yay! I love french frys! ~currently eating wendys frys~ Well bye! Question: Whats your favorite game? mine is kingdom hearts and kingdom hearts 2 so i guess i could say the kingdom hearts series huh. mood mad lost in mind pics my desktop wallpaper right now i think it is adorable

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Sunday, July 30, 2006

   busy day
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well today i was almost gone the whole time with my parents and grandma it was strange i was the only well teen there my brother was working so while we were at the resturant my mom and grandma talked constantly about so many different things and well i didn't want to talk about diabetes and health stuff so i just listen to music on my psp thank god i have over 60 songs on it. Well after we aet we went to the half price bookstore and i bought 5 mangas Psychic Acadamy vol 1 Gravitation Vol 7 Dream Saga vol 1 Diabolo vol 1 One vol 1 yeah so this week i ended up getting 7 mangas including our kingdom and II gotto sul. Well when we were heading home i ended up getting really sick to the point where i was sweating badly and about to puke thank god that pssed but now my head is really hurting and almost every muscel hurts for some reason not to mention my stomache feels real wierd. But thats all for now. Bye! mood sick pics aw how cute!

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Thursday, July 27, 2006

   doctors
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well the title says it all my doctors appointment is today. So I'm finally going to find out if i have seizures or not. or something dealing with my seizures. I have a feeling it's going to be bad news but i guess i shouldn't worry since i haven't had a seizure in years and i barley take my pills so yeah how could i have seizures any more. Well if it is good news my dad is so going to buy me a cinnamon roll those big ones with lots of icing lol i love them. Well thats all i'll probabley post tomorrow to tell what my results were. Wish me luck every one! p.s i drew a picture today it isn't finished yet got to work some more on the background but i can't figure out what to draw so maybe i will put it on my site and you guys could help me decide. It kind of sucks though i must worn you. mood sleepy bord pics

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

   ow
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well not much happening except well yesterday i got my Our Kingdom volume one book it's so funny and cute. And last night around midnight i fell in the hall way and my head feel against some wood in the hall way maijor headache not to mention my eye got blood shot and it is still a little. it stung all night. Well thats all, have a great day you guys! p.s thanks for all the comments question: What one thing you hate the most? me red necks after living around total red neck when your not one you can't help but hate them. mood headache (it should be gone by now why isn't it!) pics

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

   new theme
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Well as you can tell i have a new theme it's Black Cat i have been watching it like none stop on youtube today i love the show so much lol especially Train. Let's see well i may be going to a party this week at my friends if she comes back from her dad if she dosn't then we may go out to the drive in i hope we can do some thing becuase next week i think my best friend leaves for like 3 to 4 weeks i'm going to miss bugging her to death lol. Well not much from me today. So i guess i will end there. Well bye guys! have a nice day! Question: What artist are you currrently in love with or want to listen to? Mine would be Rie Tanaka the one who sangs for Lacus Cline in gundam seed i love the first song you hear from her Quiet Night or Shizukana Yoruni i like both english and japanese versions. mood out of it pics he's so cute!

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Monday, July 24, 2006

   mall
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Well i went to the mall yesterday with my dad and we still had 15 minutes till the place opened so we went into sears(sears is hooked to the mall it's the richmond mall) and my dad said i should be happy and i said oh yeah i'm stuck smelling god awful tools and having to look at those stupid tools yeah i'm happy not. Well after all that we went into eb games (the mall finally opened thank god.) anf i saw that you can pre oder final fantasy 12 so yeah my dad promise he will later. We then went to hot topic becuase i was begging him if we could and i saw a kyo from fruits basket shirt which i bought it's so cute i wanted to buy a pirates of the carribean shirt but yeah i ended up getting the kyo shirt but i will get the pirate necklace next time it has davy jones key on it and a cross oh and of course a squall. Well the last place we went to was warden books and i bought II gatto sul G volume 1 i love the book i want the next volume so badley. Oh yeah before we left i went into the arcade to see if the dance machine was working and i saw some guy playing a video game and another hugging his neck so i rushed out of there jumping like crazy (sorry for no yaoi fan but i like that stuff so get use to it.) well i told my dad that the dance machine was fixed becuase he was looking at me. Well thats all from me. I'll try and visit every ones sites tonight bye! Question: Is there any thing you would kill to get right now? For me it would be every episode of naruto japanese version i want it uncut. mood hungry (don't want to go downstair not with parents down there) angry don't worry i wont throw anything at you guys maybe my mom!(yeah i wish) pics reminds me of II gatto sul G

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

   Hospetial visit (please comment)
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Hey guys well the appointment went well the only part that hurt was when she put the needle in my arm it was funny usally i would scream and cry but i was like i have to get this over with and i didn't even flinch but my friend looked like she was going to pass out. Well it was just the normal test breathing hard, lights flashing, and opening and closing my eyes. Until they had to have me asleep so then came the uv cord i freaked out becuase once they were done there was a chance i could puke so i was scared but yeah i started getting dizzy and the medicine was putting me to sleep but god was it messing with my head i was smelling vinigar and for some reason i heard soft music and waterfalls then well thats all i could remember. Then i woke up and they were going to keep me for half a hour to see if i could handle drinking which i did. I remember asking my dad if they played music and my dad and friend both said no and i said there see what did i tell you they put alchohal in those drugs lol i so was drugged they i guess had to keep adding more and more becuase i wouldn't sleep. Well yeah when we were leaving i was affered a wheelchair but i didn't take it and i ended up almost collasping so i had to hang on to my dads sleeve. Well thats how it all went i wont know the result till tuesday. Well i'm still i little drugged i guess not all of the liquid is out of my system yet so i aam very tired alot so got to go. Bye! Comment please! Question: Does anyone know how to make the volume levels on clips all the same when making a amv becuase i made i amv and the clips all had different volumes so it sounds funny. mood sleepy relieved pics

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Friday, July 21, 2006

   appointment
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Thanks to number1 ed fan, luner wolf demon, chibi kairi, raven fire, mew mew lover, and tohma lover for commenting on my post last time you don't know how much it helped me. I'm feeling a little bit better now except my parents are fighting. Oh well ok well todays the day my appointment at childrens where they are going to putme asleep today and if i pass that means i have no more seizures anymore os i can drive. Well i have to get ready to leave. Wish me luck everyone! Bye! mood thankful tired scared pics

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

   too much stress
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well like i said in my post before this my dad is coughing up blood, my cat ming is well needing to take medicine or she will die and i hate giving it to her becuase she hates it, my appointment is this friday which freaks me out, and my friend is going to be gone for three to four weeks and by then we wont have much more time before school starts so i wont probabley be able to see her again besides next week and it's not like i can see her every day at school any more. And then finally high school is coming up fast.So yeah there is alot of stuff going though my head and this morning my computer came and my mom expected me to be happy but with all that going though my head i couldn't really put something else in if you even understand that. Well later on i came back downstairs to talk to my parents and my mom was furious with me and she stormed off to her room becuase i didn't look excited this morning and my dad went and said why must i make things always horrible. So here is my question why am i alive when all i do if make me people misable no matter what i do people always seemed to get hurt. I hate my life and i am tired of crying becuase my mom hates me and wants me to be upset. Today on the phone i was talking to my friend my friend asked if i was dead and i said yes and i laughed becuase she couldn't figure out what i ment i was saying i felt dead inside. Well the reason i called her was because i kind of almost did something which made me scared because i was always telling people not do anything drastic and there i was almost doing just that. Well i guess i should shut up you guys probabley don't care and are annoyed huh so i'll shut up and stop complaining. i promise i wont bother you guys with my problems any more. But i guess it halps me writing it down and you guys always help with your opinion thank you for being there for me. Hope all you guys have a great day. p.s please laseatia don't scream at me about the about not telling you anything i sorry but i just don't want to bug you with my problems but the reason i called you is becuase i wanted someone to talk to me that wouldn't scream at me and thanks it help sorry i didn't tell you any thing. mood scared pics

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

   whew
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well my friends came over last weekend like some of you know it was fun we messed around with my parents camera alot i was the first to find out how to record things on it. Well on sunday my parents came back home and i found out that my dad was coughing up blood which scared me then on monday my cat ming was acting wierd and we had to take her to the vet so now we have to give her pills by lifting up her head and dropping the pill in it sucks i'm scared that i will hurt her and i have had her since i was like 3 so you can probabley tell that she is my favorite cat becuase of how long i have had her. WEll after the vet my dad reminded me that i have that appiontment where they are going to put me asleep so i'm sort of nervous. WEll last night my dad called he was coughing up blood again and i fell asleep right after i heard that so this morning i ran out to the living room where my dad sleeps and he wasn't there he was at the hospetial i was scared something happened but he came home for a little bit and reassured me it was ok and now he's at the doctors. Well hopefully this week my friend is going to have a party and to scare our friends we are going to sang 'If you were gay' song we love that song. Well i'm going to call my friend now. Bye! mood Worried Stressed pics

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