Monday, July 30, 2007

   12 more days till Ikasucon!
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Hey guys how have you been? Well i have been fine. When i worked Saturday it was good except the first thing i had to do was restock the strawberries and i dumped them all over the counter T.T but every thing was ok. Laseatia comes over today i can't wait -jumps up and down in anticipation.- and then wendsday we will be going to my grandmas not sure if we will have to spend the night probably with as little as time as we have left and all. But yeah my parents are in Columbus (i think -_- i forget.) but last night i was getting the Xbox360 out of my brothers room to play DOA4 and i swore i heard voices downstairs and since i was home alone it was very creepy and the dog whimpering didn't help much...but yeah it ended up being my imagination or a tv wasn't sure. Yeah but not much has happened so i will quit now. bye bye! mood chipper Quote "Once upon a time there was a girl. You wouldn't really call her typical. She had her definition of cool. She lived in her own world. She had her own style; her own rules." Sharada- Skye Sweetnam. This is so my song Sharada sounds just like me lol. avatar pic Song of the day Sharada- Skye Sweetnam 30 second preview T.T

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Friday, July 27, 2007

   work, work, work
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Well hey you guys! This week was interesting to say the least. Tuesday I went to my grandmas so that we could start working on my cosplay outfit as Eureka but we had to buy completely new fabric and patterns. Well I cut all the pieces out but that is as far as well got and my grandma said she would work on them till i came back which is next Tuesday. But we watch Pan's Labyrinth it was a really good movie! Wendsday Well i went to Laseatia's and we played Zelda Twilight Princess. It was funny when we played her character she was still at the part where you retrieve the cradle and she threw it in the water lol. Well we went downstairs so we can look for her a wig and shoes and we left her game on for 2 hours and 40 minutes something. and yet she has just gotten her slingshot lol. By dinner we had a bacon chicken ranch pizza but Laseatia forgot to tell her mom no vegetables so i almost barf while eating. Yes i despise vegetables that much. So we watched Cinderella later that night. No not the disney one but a Korean horror film it was confusing to Laseatia it just was a little confusing to me at the end. Thursday Played Zelda my game at least before getting off and going downstairs to see if we were going to get to do anything that day. Well her mom needed to pick up her brother Alex in a little bit so we walked around outside till then. Well Laseatia is trying to make me attend her school so while we were at her school (her brother had summer school) we had problems so we figured to just wait till my junior year to decide. Oh well her brother failed his summer school so yeah can you imagine her mom? Well we did get to go to a bakery before they drop me off and both me and Laseatia got one chocolate cupcake! Well when i got home i took a shower because her mom and her mom's boyfriend smoke so i smelt like a wall of smoke was surrounding me. But afterwards my mom was talking on the phone and our baby goats were sold. So i cried most of the night cause i hate it knowing that they will only we use for breeding and then having the baby's taken and sold. So yeah i am sad about that i didn't really like them but still they were still living with us. So yeah i have been avoiding my family since them but i need to get ready for work now. So bye, mood apathetic quote "Me-I wonder how many people couldn't complete this part of the game. Laseatia- Me and only me!" When Laseatia was playing Zelda and trying to get the carriage without dropping it. avatar pic

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

   should i be happy or sad that i was to sick to go to work?
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Well hey you guys. I don't have much to say but i am sick and couldn't go to work today. My mom was furious at me 'like it isn't my fault. I can't tell my body when to or when not to get sick!' But anyway i felt kind of guilty for having to take off. I was scared my brother would be mad at me or that i wouldn't earn as much money for the anime convention this august. And god i want a lot of money so me and Laseatia could enjoy this convention to the fullest! Besides Laseatia has done so much for me that i started working just so i could help repay her at this convention -sigh-. But anyway i spent the day sleeping, watching a little tv, and playing Zelda- twilight princess on my wii. when dinner was ready (my brother got pizza) i went downstairs and my brother told me that he wasn't mad and that he wouldn't want me getting sicker cause i was freaking out at work. That helped since my mom had been talking angrily to me ever since she got back home with my dad. But anyway...i am going to work and i wont take another day off till this convention! I don't care how sick i am tomorrow i am going! So yeah i guess that is it. Bye you guys. UPDATE Omg i accidentally deleted my Zelda Twilight princess data! I never even touched the B button either!!! Now i have to start all over and i was on the last two temples! I was finally at the temple of time! 49 hours of my life wasted! -falls down crying- mood sick quote "How can this fat Yeti beat me in this stupid race...oh great now her big fat butt is in the way and i can't see where i am going! -flying off cliff- Link! Why did you go off the cliff!?" Me playing Zelda today during the sled race with Yeta in the snow peak area. avatar pic song of the day

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

   I want a pair of Air Trecks!
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Hey everyone! How are you guys? Well some of you can tell i have a new theme! Air Gear i love the show so much and today i realized that i have had my eiji and oishi theme for over a month...hasn't felt that long but hey i decided to do a theme dedicated to my favorite anime at the moment Air Gear. Like the background? I made it myself i felt so proud of myself i used a lot of soft to the pics. And i love this song perfect together! Well right now i am watching bleach yay! But earlier i was stressed to the point of crying. This was like my first real day of cash register. I still don't know everything they sell and i have no ideal how to use it! Well everyone left me alone. In the whole front area where you know you order and sit down well i was the only one in there everyone else was playing around in the grill. I kept having to go back and ask how i was suppose to do something...I HATE THOSE PEOPLE! Well anyway....i love the song Happy People you know bleach ending...lol that was random. What else um well besides my misery at work not much happened today. Oh yeah i forgot to clock out on the finger scan (it scans your finger print...i swear it's like we have a secret military base beneath Dairy Queen or something.) so i had to go back or i wouldn't get my paycheck (was home and had my shoes off and everything -sigh-) well i went back to tell my brother that i did and his girlfriend told me i shouldn't go in. Well i guess our new boss was yelling at him over the phone so he is quiting which is going to be bad we just lost our manager (she was really nice...) and now their going to lose their only full time employee my brother. Of course all of us students are going to quit....so haha to them i am actually happy lol! Sorry but i hate Dairy Queen food and all. Well ice cream is good. So yeah that place is messed up. So bye bye. mood pessimistic quote "far away the aspect of that bird that it would go away jumping towards the sky always informs me about a huge love Because I always feel you in me." Seasons Call- Hyde avatar pic Song of the day- Seasons Call - Hyde

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

   I seem to be tired a lot lately
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Well i got my first pay check today 59.57 dollars so now i have 134.57 $ to my name if you count the money i earned working at Sandy's. I guess that is good. Well convention money which i have been meaning to ask if anyone is going to Ikasucon in august 10-12 cause Laseatia and I are and we will be cosplayed as Eureka and Anemone from of course Eureka 7. It looks like it is going to be fun and i would be cool if some of you guys were going too. Any way work has been hard/annoying and just plain waste of the last bit of summer we have left. We start school August 20 that is way to early! I may continue working or quit and just go with school i will tell later. Not much has happened besides that i work today from 12-5 and then tomorrow 5-closing yay...but hey it is money i guess. Well what else ummmm i guess i will do a poll. Favorite anime out of these? Death Note Naruto Prince of tennis Fullmetal Alchemist Saiyuki Gundam series Mine would probably be Prince of tennis even though everything else is a very close first and i mean very close...so what is yours? mood tired quote "Sometimes it is hard to believe in stuff you have never actually seen but everyone can believe; it's just if you allow yourself to." um me i know it is probably confusing. avatar pic

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Monday, July 9, 2007

   hey
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Well hey you guys. I decided to finally update again lol. Well let's see my first day of work was Friday and it was horrible. I hate fast food and i hate the food at Dairy Queen it makes me sick to my stomach and yet i am working there. So yeah i clean the place, make cones, make the ice cream and just pretty much everything except cash register and the grill thank god. And plus all the guys there are jocks i think and the girls are all preps grrr my least favorite type of people. Sorry if you are one but if you are you can't be like the type at my school and stuff. But i get bugged a lot cause i don't talk that much. So yeah i want to quit and i have only worked there for two days! That is so bad. But i will continue working there till school begins then i will quit cause i do not want it interfering with my grades and stuff. And then next year i am never going back to that place! So yeah that is all that has really happened...i watched anime on Saturday night(naruto, bleach and blood+) and really today i went shopping and have been reading Maximum Ride and watching more prince of tennis (i love Ryoma! MOMO! AND EIJI!) So yeah exciting i know so i think i will go to bed now bye. mood tired quote "It is sad when a job makes you want school to start back up...soon...very soon." Me to my dad when we were at Walmart. avatar pic

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Thursday, July 5, 2007

   well....
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Well Laseatia came over it was nice nothing special happened except we went to see Disturbia i loved that movie! It was so cool and i loved the ending you just don't get many good horror movies with that good of a ending anymore lol. Oh and the Asian guy was hilarious!!!! But before that we went to the tennis courts and then to taco bell cause we were hungry! but we didn't know what time it was so we crossed like two busy and scary streets to go to Dairy Queen and see my brother i think he was angry lol. Well he had to leave and pick up his girlfriend before taking us to the movies (disturbia) so we waited at Dairy Queen and my dad stopped by and me and Laseatia just waved at him. He was so confused, he didn't even know we went to the tennis courts lol. Well after the movie we went to hastings but just looked around cause we wanted to save money for the mall. (my brother and his girlfriend was with us so he was nice and talking us to all of these places) well when we got to the mall we didn't have much money but we went to the arcade and got enough coins for one set of games on the dance machine. Well i put the coin in and nothing happened...it ate it. so i kept pressing the coin return and after a while i got my coin plus like 6 others. so we tried every machine and got 3 quarters and 1 more arcade token! but everything would steal our coins except this game we always play besides the dance machine hey we got farther in it at least lol. And then on the way home my brother was hyper and wouldn't quit laughing it was so annoying and his girlfriend kept smacking him in the head lol they already act like a married couple! Well then we got home and later made a fire, had smores and then went upstairs and watched Death Note the Live action film. Of course i loved it i mean it is death note but we got it on eBay and the dvd kept skipping and i am pretty sure it is a burnt cd...i am giving him a negative! Then today Laseatia went home to get new clothes and stuff and i went to this Greek restaurant with my parents. I got to much food like usual and had to get a box lol. Well we got home and i went upstairs and waited for night my dad was suppose to take me the fireworks but he didn't want to so i was a little upset and i went to check up on my cat and she was acting really weak so i went downstairs and grabbed the cat brush hoping to make her happy. Well my dad was trying to see if i wanted to go see the fireworks and i broke down crying. He thought it was because i thought he was mad until i said it was about Ming (my 15-17 yr old cat) I grew up with her so he understood why i was so upset. Well she wasn't eating anything. But i got her to eat tuna but i am leaving her with my mom when i leave with Laseatia and my dad tomorrow for my grandmas. Yeah that is what is happening tomorrow...sorry this is long. bye. mood worried quote "I don't care how pathetic i look crying over a cat. But i would like to see you live your entire life; since you were a baby with a animal and not be worried and depressed when look about ready to go!" Me today. avatar pic

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Monday, July 2, 2007

   well....
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sorry i keep not really updating my site anymore. i got nothing to do lately lol. Well let's see last wendsday Tomo and laseatia were both suppose to come over but Tomo's grandpa got skin cancer so she couldn't come but Laseatia came over. I thought it was all going to be fine and all but miriahs mom was at a meeting -sigh of course it is me we are talking about- so she couldn't take us to the movies as planned. So my brother took us much to his delight. And we went to see 1408 it was good but we ran out of money after buying pops so no popcorn and we were both hungry. Scary how something so fun planned out could be so miserable. But the movie was good kind of scary at parts especially the radio god i hate that radio lol. Well the next day we were swimming most of the day and we recorded some funny videos like us trying to stay on a boogy board and stuff.Well aside from that i got a job at the dairy queen my brother works at well he is thinking of quiting after i get better and he makes sure i am ok. My brother told me that guys are already asking if i am hot and stuff and i hope those guys that were smiling and staring at me all though my interview are not there my first day (friday) yeah so i am nervous about that. But aside from that my parents have been fighting but what else is new right? -sigh- well i think i will start visiting everyone again since if i go downstairs lately my mom screams at me and it will be interesting to see how you guys are doing. Well that is all bye. mood apathetic quote "I want to sing this song not just for anyone but for you. A endless story of undying love. I want to show you forever and ever." Endless Story- Yuna Ito. avatar pic

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Friday, June 22, 2007

   well well well
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Well hey you guys how have you all been? It's been a while since i have been on here and actually thought of updating. Well in recent events Tomo apologized to me even called me herself. I guess her mom told her that telling people you don't trust them hurts cause then she called and said she knew why i was upset now. Of course during that time my mom went crazy on me and was spending the next two days screaming at me and my family nonstop so i was crying while talking to her. So yeah i forgave her and it took a few days for us actually start talking online again but yeah it's hard not being with someone who was like your best friend and you had a lot of good memories with. Well then after that Sunday me and my dad wanted to get out of the house to get away from my mom so we went to hastings and i rented Pirates of the Caribbean at worlds end for my Wii, Dawn of Mana, and a anime called Cosplay Complex. I have been so addicted to Dawn of Mana lately but i quit playing last night cause it was going to force me to fight my favorite character Lek and i did not want to and plus it was almost one lol. Pirates of the Caribbean is well ok. Cosplay Complex does me saying i want to whole series explain if it is good or not lol. Well Laseatia is coming over tonight and until then i will probably clean since i still don't feel like killing my favorite character...poor Lek. Well i guess that is it...um so yeah lol bye. mood sugar hungry (not sure if that is a mood but i want some strawberry cake lol) quote "I would go to the end and back to be right there by your side. I would burn in a million flames to be right there by your side." Till Death Do Us Part- Skylar Blue. avatar pic

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Friday, June 15, 2007

   .....
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Hey you guys how have you all been? Me? Well sucky. I am fighting with Tomo again because well at first it was because i was upset cause i learned she doesn't trust me because she thought i told people stuff about her. Like i would! And like i wouldn't be upset knowing someone i put all my trust into didn't trust me back. Well then yesterday she for some reason mentioned the fight from before using a completely different story and this is how it went when she mentioned who she had on her side. Me: well i remember you said something in that room to me that completely well....destroyed me for days. And i know that....so if you want to believe your story fine but it seems we have different stories. Tomo: it does cause your tryin to make me look like a bad guy Tomo: believe me i had lots of ppl on myside Me: and the same goes for me Tomo: ya like who Me: my friends! Tomo: i had a bunch of popular kids n older kids n alot of my friends Me: popular kids can go fuck themselves! Then i blocked her. Sorry for the language i don't usually cuss but that is how mad i got! Ever since this year started she constantly believes that she is so popular and she was always hanging out with popular kids like whenever i was walking by or trying to talk to her she ran away to go stand where all the popular kids were leaving me by myself! And i guess me and my were not considered her friends anymore. Oh and i guess she also thought that she was my only friend yeah right at least i know who my friends are. Well so yeah i am pretty sure this relationship is over but then again all she has been doing this year and making me upset so maybe it wasn't a good friend to have anymore. Well so yeah i am going to try and become home school next year because now if i go all the upperclassmen and everyone will hate me and i will no friends. So my dad is looking up homeschooling for me. Then let's see i didn't actually make as much money as i thought i did and my mom has gone suicidal again! So yeah the thought of home school and being alone this weekend is helping me not stop eating which i do every time i am upset. I guess that is all you must all think i stupid for complaining huh....sorry but i had to talk about it. mood dark quote "Why is it when you are sad listening to rock music always seems to help?" Me- i said this when i was listening to my mp3 player and it was my rock music. avatar pic

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