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Wednesday, July 19, 2006


   too much stress
Persona 4
well like i said in my post before this my dad is coughing up blood, my cat ming is well needing to take medicine or she will die and i hate giving it to her becuase she hates it, my appointment is this friday which freaks me out, and my friend is going to be gone for three to four weeks and by then we wont have much more time before school starts so i wont probabley be able to see her again besides next week and it's not like i can see her every day at school any more. And then finally high school is coming up fast.So yeah there is alot of stuff going though my head and this morning my computer came and my mom expected me to be happy but with all that going though my head i couldn't really put something else in if you even understand that. Well later on i came back downstairs to talk to my parents and my mom was furious with me and she stormed off to her room becuase i didn't look excited this morning and my dad went and said why must i make things always horrible. So here is my question why am i alive when all i do if make me people misable no matter what i do people always seemed to get hurt. I hate my life and i am tired of crying becuase my mom hates me and wants me to be upset. Today on the phone i was talking to my friend my friend asked if i was dead and i said yes and i laughed becuase she couldn't figure out what i ment i was saying i felt dead inside. Well the reason i called her was because i kind of almost did something which made me scared because i was always telling people not do anything drastic and there i was almost doing just that. Well i guess i should shut up you guys probabley don't care and are annoyed huh so i'll shut up and stop complaining. i promise i wont bother you guys with my problems any more. But i guess it halps me writing it down and you guys always help with your opinion thank you for being there for me. Hope all you guys have a great day.
p.s please laseatia don't scream at me about the about not telling you anything i sorry but i just don't want to bug you with my problems but the reason i called you is becuase i wanted someone to talk to me that wouldn't scream at me and thanks it help sorry i didn't tell you any thing.
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