Saturday, November 3, 2007

ok yes srry
o just forget that last one....boy i have problems............ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GRRRRRRRRAHHHHHHHHH!!! I JUST WANT TO SCREAM OUT! AS IF IN PAIN BUT NOT IM ONLY TRYING TO BE GOOD AND DO WATS BEST FOR OTHERS BUT IGNORING MYSELF IS LIKE POISEN!!!!!!!!!!well my only refuge is my music and my friends although I love my friends theres so much i cant say it makes it hard Y am i teling anyone this IM GOING TO SHUT UP NOW!!!!!
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well you think youve had a crappy day!
im sadder than can be concieved well not sad eccesarily but confused and not about guys about somthing that has been happening for a long time and I dont know how to comprehend it,Its like my world is crashing down but maybe im being to consience of it maybe i just need to chill usualy my problems go away or I solve them myself but this wont leave its like a andless cloud looming over my sunny day........Ari you better nat tell anyone this!!!!!!!!I know you will read this but its realy nothingill tell you about it later ust i need time to deal...its not me thats having a hard time its someone else and i just care for this person so much its hard to watch...
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   Well my stupid Idea that I could avoid thinking about him by going to the movies didnt work it only made it worse....ugh!
Now not only can I not stop thinking about him I can't even turn his name off in my head. can you guess wat kind of movie I saw!?
R.O.M.A.N.T.I.C. C.O.M.E.D.Y.
grrr IM MAD!!!!!!!!
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Just wanted to say......
Truly srry about that last post!
I was unhappy yesterday and so therefor I decided to rant about "love" .
For the record I do not feel that way most of the time!
I am usualy a happy person.
Anyways,so I feel very great today becuase I have told my friends about JOB (thats a codename) and my feeling I have for him. I am very confused becuase, not only is JOB a friend he is a relative of a CLOSE friend...therefor making this whole thing more complicated then if I had chosen Someone off the street to think about endlessly!

In other news, My brother has been doubed "lovely gorgeous".

Well thats it for me right now.Hope you havent found my post THAT boring.


Annie`~
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Friday, November 2, 2007

Life is no fun with out love
Y cant I be in love I watch all these people around me in love and wonder "will it ever happen to me, will love grace me with its presence" the only good thing i have now is my friends
"he keeps her heart in a velvet box,never to be stolen,she is his..."
I WANT LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, November 1, 2007

halloween was a THRILLER!!!!

i for got to tell everyone about us when we went trick or treating!!!!! ok well first we were in Jenna's(Goth Poet) neighborhood and we went in this haunted garage where I met this Guy who had the most gorgeous smile (He helped my wings get unstuck)!!!! Jenna screamed alot becuase I almost got eaten by a spider and then a scull shot out smoke at us.Ari was good she isnt scared easily.
we met a kitty!!!!! it was soooo cute! I wanted to take her home but Ari and Jenna said no becuz it had a home.Jenna wanted to go to sleep at like 9 but we stayed up till 3 and we left like 20 messages on Alecs phone and it was sooo funny becuz that was wale Jenna and ari had duck taped their mouths shut. and then(ok Jennna was duck taped to stop me from screaming when we called her crush and stuff. then she just kept it on all night to make sure she wasn't loud so she wouldn't wake my parents. ) yea and then ari sang " i'v got a lovely bach of coconuts, there they are stanging in the road bum bum bum bum big ones small ones some as big as ur head... yea. then Jenna sang i wear my sunglasses at night so i can so i can...i dont know the rest. now wer ging to do the dance to the thriller by micheal jackson!!!!! yay!!!! that was fun! so i have had a good halloween and stuff.

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   hehe
hahahaah i love keepig secrets frommy friends ........
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

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Wgo you gonna call....GHOSTBUSTERS!!!!!!!!
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how halloween saved my life and someone elses...
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok so hallween is my favorite holiday
and this year my two bestfiends are joining me in trick or treating (and no your never to old to trick or treat)
my dad tuned up the old 44' gibson concert guitar!!! therefor rekindeling my intrest in it
im still doing drums but guitar should be a nice addition

anyways yesterday i was a mess...hehe
I wantedd to buy some music off of itunes becuz i couldnt find the band on limewire,but!!!!!!!I was all to soon to discover that our itunes is outdated and to buy anything i would have to upgrade,and since music is my life and soul upgrading was a neccesity!!!!how could this happen the itunes i use everyday is suddenly "outdated" *shivers* anyways i go onto applez website and download the installer,but guess wat?! my Shit-hole computer needs to be updated before i can update i tunes but i cant update my computer to the requirements becuase our system is only 10.2 so here i am musicless and a distraught mess,I mean how worse can it get all i wanted is 2 cd's,so i do wat only a crazed maniac (thats me) would do.........I..... go to other illigal downloading sites i know i know im pathetic,to betray limewire after i have been using it for almost 6 years...i was ashamed.So thank god its halloween or i probably would have killed myself or someone else.........

o and i still dont have the cd's.....
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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

yea and its not like I dont check my site to see if you guys comment........*glares*
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