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Friday, November 9, 2007


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Hey every one!!!

Guess What!!??!!
I got those Cds!!! YAY!

I went to my friends house yesterday...It was fun!

Today,we are sposed to go to my aunts house later so of course me wanting to avoid family gatherings(especialy becuz my parents are so judgemental about eachothers acions) I planned to go swimming!!!

My parents fight alot and its frustrating becuase my mom always tells me how horrible my dad is and its the same with my dad.
And i know that my mom telss the shrink that my dad is just so mean...but I bet she would get better help if my dad went in too, but he wont he doesnt belive in counseling.
So as a third party represenative I fel like my mom thinks its all my dads fault and my dad thinks is all my moms fault so I am like its realy both of theres . And then my mom is always like " I know I am a good mother but not a good wife"and she shoots me this look like I was a good mother wasnt I? And I dont want to hurt her feelings So I am always like yea u r a good mom, but I dont know latly.....
And My mom is like "my counseler says that I have to start doing things for me!" and i am like ok well you go ahead you get the load of negative stuff off your back and let me carry it WELL ITS TO HEAVY!!!!
And I am always doing things to make other ppl happy but im sick of making m (trying) to make my parents happy when they wont try and make me happy!!!

So now i am toying with the idea of just not including them in my life since they seem to think that there problems are my problems becuz they r not!I yhave my own life I have to finish school and do chores and a job so they have it easy,And they think I should just "sit down and shutup your just a kid!"well I am a kid who knows where the door is and knows how to open it and leave!And the idea of just shuting up I dont mind but my mom wants to spend every ounce of her time with me I want to be alone!!!!!!
I just wish I could Be out of school and move away as far away as possible.I am sick of this place....

Thanks for listening..

Annie

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